Shaggy my man, I hope everything will go well for you. I'm sorry to read all this but just keep pushing, it's life.
Also, the haters will always hate. And believe me, it's just because they're jelaus. They're incapable of doing anything good so they carry on and attempt to destroy your good work and joy- it's the only thing they can think of, and they believe it's their game I guess.
See you soon man. It was pleasure flying with you.