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Log Number 008
Date/Time: 2311Z Local Time / June 3rd, 825 AS
Location: Planet Elgin, Inverness System
Subject: Preparations for Initiation
On the 5th they'll have me under the knife to install that chip. Here's hoping it works.
Meanwhile, If any of you guys are reading this through some backdoor, Let it be known that I'll be putting *YOU* under the knife. Auxesia or no, My diary is my goddamn business, not yours.
Christ, I've never been this on edge.
Me and the Harpies are sneaking out of Inverness tommorow to see Hanamura in the Sigmas - she's holding a Sweet 18 party for Birdie. I've only known her for nearly half a year, but I feel sad that I didn't get to experience seeing her grow up. A large part of me wanted to experience that, being in her life. She feels like a little sister to me, it's only natural, right? Honya was talking about a special present for her, but I hope it's nothing.. well.. crap. I just hope it doesn't make me feel awkward.
.. She's going to be 18. I.. I have to let her go. She's going to be an adult. I have to come to terms with that.. But.. I just wish I could have some more time with her. Sure, I'm physically younger than her when it comes to age, but I still.. I still wish I could have spent more time with her. Especially before the incident at 11. That day I realized how much she meant to me.
But.. one thing won't change. She still is a little sister to me, and I'll never let her go.
If you see this, Elena - I love you. I care a lot about you, and if anything, I hope that means the same from you when I say you are a sister to me. You've driven me up a wall time and time again, but that's what sisters are supposed to do. I hope you're better prepared for the world than I have been. And don't forget that I'm always here for you. I'm not human, and i'm definitely not blood related, but one thing is certain - You are my sister, and that will never change.