I've spent over four years in game. What I saw throught all these years? The community, which seems to be toxic - thanks to the ones screaming at players for doing even the most silly mistake. The ones toxic because they don't like one's roleplay. I have seen trolls not being pushed around, because they either have strong ties or too smart to not to get caught. I have witnessed and felt myself how forum members - in what is seemigly to be a friendly roleplay community - taunt, provoke and even spit onto players that do not fit the community. I have been accused for ruining roleplay, because I've done something I thought was right - to fill report against seemingly trolling players. I have been accused for being responsible for one member's ban, with even more forum members turning away from me, spitting on me.

The final nail for me was banning furries because and making my Cody roleplay void - I will be honest about it: started roleplaying furries just because my other character, Hidetaka Kojima, met with complete refusal to roleplay after Dawson Base sanction - and it was not a single player, but a huge chuck of people I got for my friends. But about the furry RP, I am not mad just because my Cody was claimed non-canon (however, that was pretty annoying since I put actual effort into roleplaying that character) - I am mad because I screwed up someone else's roleplay. Wasted roleplay he was doing for almost 7 years.

Ridiculing the player you all know via Admin Tales, even if it was supposed to be funny, was way below the belt - because the player has been told, even though he is not doing canon roleplay, he is useful for community. Who feels responsible? Me, even though I was completely assured it was not my fault - but I feel utter guilt for wasting something that player has been earning through all these years with.

Question: is this supposed to be community in which players are to roleplay in a friendly manner? Because all I see is Disco becoming the place in which the ones with strong friends can say anything, the rest being told to shut up or "git gud scrub" - with the loudest players having what they want from the Admins.

With all respect, this is how it looks to me and this is how I preceive it. What I've been given in return? Only disappointment - followed by the feeling that I wasted all these years, which I should've spend somewhere else.

Sincerely,
Toris