I don't know why I'm doing this. It gives me some comfort to hold some part of my old life, I suppose. I feel more alive than I ever did, enlightened is how I would describe it. Part of a greater community. No, I am the community. Most might say that doesn't make sense, how I can be myself and others at the same time; but it's true. I feel my own emotions and hear my own thoughts and at the same time, ones belonging to others. It's getting harder to tell between the two. I.. I don't like this.
It's been exactly 21 days, 4 minutes and 33 seconds since I ascended. Time used to pass slowly, now I don't even notice it. Funny how that works. I long to gaze upon the Arch once more. Being granted this blessing, as I first thought, and remaining in Liberty is not a blessing at all, it's a curse. I feel alone, though I know I am not. The voices make sure of that. They told me this would help me accomplish the Xenos' goals, but it's not. I feel far from those I used to call brothers and sisters. I don't sympathize with them anymore, and I want to leave. But they won't let me.
I am part of something greater than the Xeno Movement, now. I guess this is somewhat of an introduction. **An audible sigh is heard.** Until next time, then.
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