She wishes to smell. She wishes to taste. She wishes to feel. Can I make this possible? I have done it once before, I can do it again. But, at what cost? What will it cost me this time? Last time, It almost cost my life. The Order has found the carrier while I was in the lab. I doubt it will happen again. I am protected by a fortress, until Amy once again decides to go on a suicide mission without telling me. Hades, she is stubborn sometimes. But she does all of this for me. I have to give something back. I will manage, yes. I have to. This is important. Not just for me, her or Amy. It is also important for Elaine. Oh my dear Elaine, I am so proud of you. You have evolved into something I have never thought possible. Never lose sight of the path, I beg you. Always look forward and walk side-by-side. The Crimson and the Golden, intertwined.
If you ever read this, dear Golden Lady, just know that I meant every word I said. You are precious, and I will make sure that you will always be protected. You will get your wish fulfilled, I promise.
Naomi once again signing off for now! See you next time, diary!
PS: Elaine, please. Don't break anything. Not again.
Of course Amy had to spill the beans to Leviathan and Revenant. Hans was there too. Everyone knows now, urgh. Amy was the one telling me to keep it a secret, but now they know. I can't deny that I am a bit afraid. I won't set a foot on the Citadel in my condition. And I won't leave the Titania without Amy. I am too scared something might happen to me, to us. No, I can't risk that. The Titania is a warship, yet, it is the safest place in entire Sirius. Amy, Elaine, Phoenix, Desmond, the entire crew. And we have the Archangel as an escort. Great. Am I or am I not? I am both, until one is confirmed visually. Hah!
It still won't get out of my head. The people that killed my parents in front of my eyes. A picture of me taken from outside the ship, with me perfectly visible on the bridge. They know. They are still hunting me. They want me back. Amy wants to destroy them. She won't manage that alone, not them. I need an idea. Come on brain... give me an idea... I beg you..
Erie, my home. Now even more Militants have risen to liberate that little, cute planet in Pennsylvania. The New Dawn. I have only met them once but it seems that my beloved has met them before. I don't know what their real intentions are, but they seemingly need help. I got told they have asked some interesting questions about our Nightjar. Elaine told me and she got it from Phoenix. They apparently were a thing years ago, before my time. However, I thought the Nightjar was a top secret project. I don't like when people ask that many questions despite me doing the same a lot of times. But hey, I am more or less a scientist so.. Hah! I really wish to help but the big boss said we can't. Grrrr. I need to help!
The New Dawn is in possession of a Bustard-class Carrier. Hades. I remember when I had to help repair mine. At first, I did most of the patch-up work myself. But luckily, I had help in the end. Though, no one will ever touch the software of my ship. And! My custom upgrades to the engines, scanner array, shields and powercore! Oh, and the sensors, did I mention sensors? Hah, I am an EXPERT! Do they know? Yes, I told them. Up to them if they accept the help. But they probably won't. I just know that if their Bustard gets disabled, I will simply say that I could have prevented that!
Amy is acting a bit strangely. She is forgetting things. She is also randomly disappearing and get's rather angry when I ask questions. She never did that before. Something is going on and I want to know what. She had stress in the past but this? It started once she returned from Kusari where she murdered some Hogosha for me. What is going on? Please, my love. Two more months.
Science. The only truth that is out there. The only thing that will never lie. The only thing I can always trust. You know, it is hard to imagine. Back in the Sol-days we thought that the universe is what, around fourteen billion years old? It is surprising that I have not found a single science-paper published in the last fifty years about Sirius and the stars it contains.
Why am I talking about this? Because no one else does. Seemingly no one out there in Sirius cares. Not even the Cambridge University. Hah. Blue Dwarfs. A type of star that was, in the sol-days, only hypothetical. They are part of the life-cycle of a red dwarf. Basically, the Red Dwarf exhausts most of its hydrogen and cools down. The fusion inside the star is unable to generate as much heat as before. How is that possible? Because Red Dwarfs are able to fuse all of their hydrogen, not just the hydrogen within the core. They have enough hydrogen to last several trillions of years. But here we are, several Blue Dwarfs in Sirius. And a very prominent one in one of the Omega systems we have ventured into.
Stars increase in luminosity the longer they exist. So the older they are, the brighter. The more luminous the star, the faster the star must radiate energy. Stars that have more mass than a Red Dwarf have their internal pressure increased over their life, which increases their size. Meaning, they become Red Giants. It is believed, or was believed, that stars with a smaller solar mass than zero point two-five will not expand but increase their radiative rate through an increased surface temperature. The hotter the star the more the color spectrum changes towards blue. The surface layer of Red Dwarfs does not become more transparent with increased temperature like other star-types which means that higher-energy photons from the interior of the star can escape and not be absorbed and re-radiate at lower temperatures like in larger stars. One might think that the temperature might rise within a Blue Dwarf to the point it will become an actual blue star, but this assumption might very well be wrong. They could, theoretically, if they get hot enough, but I personally doubt. Old simulations showed that one might become a Type A blue-white but other than that, not much is known.
A Blue Dwarf is said to live another trillion years before it finally degenerates and completely exhausts its hydrogen fuel. Their internal pressure rises to a point where the star is unable to fuse any other fuel, ending the fusion within the star. Once this happens, the Blue Dwarf is no longer a main-sequence dwarf. It will turn into a White Dwarf, changing its classification to a stellar remnant. After another span of several trillions of years, the remnant cools down and becomes a Black Dwarf.
Why is this all important? Because the presence of Blue Dwarfs within Sirius tells us more than people think. They are either artificially created by the Creators, or the universe is instead of fourteen billions years, several trillions of years old. Science never lies, but science can be tricked by intervening in the natural order of things. What is true at this point? Did they create them artificially? Or are they natural? We will find out at some point.
