In short, I'm too tired of this game. I probably should have started taking a break the moment I was unbanned, but I thought I had enough strength.
No, feeling tired. I did a couple of things here that don't seem terrible, but they go against my internal code (if you can call it that). For the last month, I've been feeling like a mindless sack of meat, and that's not normal.
It's that nasty feeling when you've achieved something you've been wanting to achieve for so many years, but once you get it, you just don't know what to do.
So, yes, I'll be back around in end of March. No later. Otherwise, that would be too brazen, considering my probationary period, lol. Looking ahead, some might think we've shifted the concept from the Order to Maquis, but fortunately for some (and unfortunately for others), that's not the case, and I've already started working.
Discovery is a server of dreams. And I'm a big dreamer.
