New Personal Log Entry: 7.1.819.A.S. "Twisted Webs"
I never really thought I'd end up in a spot like this again. Not after... that one up and left me high and dry. Thought I was finally on my way to bein' myself again, but I kinda wasn't. Felt pretty bad for awhile, y'know, "let myself go" and all that...
Then the next thing I remember is goin' outta my way to help a freakin' psychopathic murderer and...
Jesus Christ, what a mess...
I reckon I didn't have enough time with the other one to figure it out, but you can't just be "friends" with 'em... women, I mean.
For all the stuff about her I just plain hate... though I'll admit she's actually been workin' on a lot of it... there's some stuff I just can't help but like and... and it's killin' me. Every time I look at her I get the same stupid idea in the back of my head. "What if?"
I dunno how much more of this I can take. I reckon I can only do so much before I gotta start looking after myself for a change...
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Hell of a time for Papa Gerry to get cancer, too...
