Doubts and Treachery

[ChillerMiller]

[color=#33CC00]3rd June, 819 A.S.

Battleship Altenburg, Vivien'€™s room 1700 SMT

Vivien was reading some old reports about her time in the Military. She remembered the time when she started as a Flieger and slowly moved on. She sighed.

"Hmmm, maybe it was the biggest mistake of my life, flying for them, I wish I could travel back in time and change it."

It knocked on the door and a unknown person entered, he was wearing a typical uniform of the MND. She continued to read and didn'€™t look at him.

<div align="right]"Guten Tag, Frau Schmitt. I am sure you know why I am here."

She looked up for some seconds and nodded.

"To waste my time, what other reason can there be ? But sure go on."

<div align="right]"We noticed you changed your behaviour and that you had strange dreams, we would like to know what these dreams were about."

Vivien chuckled.

"Well, Herr..."

She checked his uniform to search for his name.

<div align="right]"Schmiedebach."

"Herr Schmiedebach then. Dreams, mein Herr are something I enjoy, not sure if you agree with me in this one. About those '€œdreams'€ I have, I would call them nightmares, as I hate them, or better said I fear them. I am having them since that accident and I even had them in my coma, they never stopped during it. It was always the same '€œdream'€ with the only difference that they became worse, the first one I had was the less cruel one."

<div align="right]"And what were those nightmares about ?"

"Always the same story. I always kill my sister in them, over and over again and it hurts me every single time. They always feel so real, I am even afraid to go to bed, because I know I won'€™t sleep well. I always wake up after some hours, bathed in sweat and tears, every single night. Can you imagine the pain coming from it ?"

She received no answer, seems the agent was not really used to such type of answers. Vivien grabbed her neclace and pointed at a little capsule that was hanging at its end.

"This should be familiar for you, this capsule can end it for me. I bite it and the poison inside grants me a fast death. You don'€™t know how often I am sitting at the desk holding this thing in my hand, thinking of using it. I still wonder why I am hesitating to use it, something tells me I have something left to do in this world, but I don'€™t know what it can be."

<div align="right]"Suicide would be the last option for me, there is always a better way.
But anyway, we know about your sister and the differences between you, I suggest you take some distance to everything that reminds you of the Military, maybe it will help you."

Vivien was a bit surprised to hear that from an agent, for her they always were some creepy guys who never care about others.

"Well, I have to agree with you, I will leave soon enough, maybe head back home to Baden Baden. Or maybe somewhere else, have to think about it a bit more."

The agent finished to write something on his notes.

<div align="right]"My superiors thought that you became insane, I think you are just having a bad time and I am sure it will be better in some weeks. I will tell my superiors that there is no need to worry."

He left the room with these words and Vivien started to think.

"Insane? I would call them insane and not me..."