Well, Terrance, thats a story I know all too well. I gave the LPI a good chunk of my life too. And you have my condolences.
Now on to business. You seem like you got the motivation but can you even handle a ship? I'm not too keen to having someone flying with me thats just as likely to take me out with some foolish mistake as they are the target. If not, I'm sure we could find you a place in the kitchen or scrubbing the floors.