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Offline Saerieve
10-20-2012, 04:34 PM,
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Imperfection

It just felt like he was no more. Everything he had worked for, everything he had fought for, and everyone he had hope for were now gone in a flash. Him and his ship - His only faithful companion - now were both nothing but relics of a generation long gone by. It was all so sudden he couldn't really understand how it all started, and how it all happened, but he knew one thing - That it was all bitter truth. The only group of individuals he actually had respect for, had turned out to be nothing more than the self-obsessed cowards everyone else were. Giving up all their hope, all they had wasted generations fighting for, just for a miserable surrender in the end, crawling back to their hole in Chugoku, lying to themselves and everyone who believed in them, just to not admit their cowardliness.

"No reason to fight on two fronts while one can simply stay in the shadows and observe how the two major powers of the house tear eachother apart" they have said, but what he heard in those words was bitter taste of surrender as clear as the daylight. They pretended they had a goal, just like everyone else, and when they gave up on all they believed in, there they were, desperately trying their best to cover their defeat by hiding behind an unreal 'goal', to stay back while the Samura and their thugs weaken themselves and their enemies in their starvation for power... Something even the underlings of the Rising Sons could tell was nothing but a fake reason to give up. They spoke of staying hidden until the inner conflicts rip the Kusari government apart, claiming they would be able to build up a strength incomparable to what they are now, but in reality, they were just moles hiding behind a glorious 'belief' all along. Nothing but moles.

With no faith left in him, with no real friends and no true enemies, with no cause to fight for and no true purpose to live for, how could a man survive? But he has been through worse, much worse, and even though he had given up once, tasting the bitter sweet of surrender like no man ever has, he had learned that defeat is the one only unreal feeling in the universe - As in the end, it's nothing but his own decision. A decision he was not going to make again, because he had learned, the hard way, that in the end it carries nothing but regret. Now he knew, after the harsh road he had struggled through, that in the end he'd always have a purpose, he'd always have something to fight for, it was all just the matter of finding that purpose... And one thing he knew for sure, was finding his reason to live would never happen surrounded by a hoard of cowards.
 

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Imperfection - by Saerieve - 10-20-2012, 04:34 PM
RE: Imperfection - by Saerieve - 10-22-2012, 05:14 PM
RE: Imperfection - by Saerieve - 11-02-2012, 01:40 PM
RE: Imperfection - by Saerieve - 11-02-2012, 02:42 PM
RE: Imperfection - by Saerieve - 11-03-2012, 01:56 PM
RE: Imperfection - by Saerieve - 11-03-2012, 04:57 PM
RE: Imperfection - by Saerieve - 11-03-2012, 06:04 PM
RE: Imperfection - by Saerieve - 11-03-2012, 08:09 PM
RE: Imperfection - by Saerieve - 11-03-2012, 10:33 PM
RE: Imperfection - by Saerieve - 11-03-2012, 11:34 PM
RE: Imperfection - by Saerieve - 11-04-2012, 05:41 PM
RE: Imperfection - by Saerieve - 11-04-2012, 08:01 PM
RE: Imperfection - by Saerieve - 11-04-2012, 09:46 PM
RE: Imperfection - by Saerieve - 11-05-2012, 04:03 PM
RE: Imperfection - by Saerieve - 11-05-2012, 09:53 PM
RE: Imperfection - by Saerieve - 11-05-2012, 10:23 PM
RE: Imperfection - by Saerieve - 11-05-2012, 11:59 PM
RE: Imperfection - by Saerieve - 11-06-2012, 12:21 AM
RE: Imperfection - by Saerieve - 11-06-2012, 08:52 PM
RE: Imperfection - by Saerieve - 11-06-2012, 09:09 PM

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