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[Laura C.]

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Sender: anonymous (temporary name created: Lonely girl_1)
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Subject: Men

Hello again, dear Concordia! Nothing happened, I´m always busy too. I read about those five men that you "offered" to me. And...I don´t know. I can´t choose. Maybe the whole problem is on my side?

As first, I think I don´t want anybody with such a big commitment as children at this moment. That means that Jamesie is out (despite it sounds cute that he took a girl to raise her) and Mason too. Related to him, I moreover don´t want difficult man, there is enough difficulties around me and I´m not interested in opening somebody's closed heart.

You know, I want a man which already know what he want in his life. Which also know that he want a woman for serious relationship. Which already think about family. It doesn´t has to be now, maybe in near future, but he thinks about it. Which is thinking about settle somewhere. I want to feel warm of heart and home if you know what I mean. Yes, it sounds pathetic, I know! I´m sorry, I´m sometimes oversensitive and desperate. Maybe I´m lonely too long. Wish I could be like you, how do you know so many interesting men? I envy you.

But back to the men about which you told me. I think it´s obvious from what I wrote above about making home and relationship that Jeremy is out too. I heard only little about The Order, but I know they live and...ehm...work? in deep Omegas and Omicrons. You wrote yourself that it might be difficult to contact him. I heard these people live in their ships and don´t have nothing like a real permanent home. And they are out there for long weeks or months. I don´t want anybody like that. And moreover, their job is around those aliens what I heard. And this really scares me!

Well, there is Normie (this diminutive sounds funny, I hope it is not his real name, I can´t imagine attractive man which is named Normie...) and Tavish left. Hmm, I don´t know. Maybe I will decide if I know if I can experience some excitement too with one of them. Or visit places I never visited. For example Omicrons. Have you ever been there? I heard they are beautiful. And what a thrilling way there! But I don´t have courage to go there alone. Lonely girl which is not good in fight can´t go there, I don´t want to be shot down by some Outcast or Corsair and then be kidnapped to be their slave. People like me need protection when they want go there.

So what do you think, which of them would be better for me? Normie or Tavish? Or do you know any more men that will fit my requirements as I described above? It is not easy with me, I know, sorry for that! I can send you some gift if you want, just tell what you want and where can I send it. Sorry, I must go now, time to take off. Take care!

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On a ragebreak. Or ragequit. Time will tell.