Claes Leslie, -Commanders Log

[Hidamari]

Entry #1027
Date: 25/11/819
Subject: -

I think I've finally cleared up that.. whatever it was with Henrique. Camilla says that nothing happened but why was I on the bridge with only a towel? The only saving grace is that according to Camilla I was never exposed completely, I was apparently talking to Henrique before she pulled me away to dance with her, I wish I could remember what I was talking about...

Pressure from home is starting to get on my nerves lately, being the only fertile woman in the family sure can be a load on. I spoke to Camilla on patrol today, she said due to her inability to have children she is treated like a boy in their family.. merda. That dug up some memories i'd rather have forgotten, that time I beat the hell out of Gloria Juanez for looking down on Henrietta for being infertile when I was 15.. she used to be her best friend, then one day just like that, she suddenly put herself on a pedestal above Henrieta and talked down to her, I nearly killed the bitch and I'd do it again, even though Henrietta hated me more than ever for it, still trying to cling to that friendship they had before with the two faced whore.

The funny thing is Im 32, and only since they realised that I am fertile did they care about me at all since adopting me, if you could even call it an adoption, giving me a boys name to set me apart from their family and only after 3 years letting me use their surname Leslie.

Then in a message he had the cheek to call me Angelica again does he want to keep me shamed forever? He must surely be able to see the end of his family approaching faster than he wants to believe what with all the Leslie females apart from madre infertile and unable to bear any children, they said time is running out for me.. I don't care how many eggs I have left they aren't having any of them.. I don't want to be stuck on malta chain birthing kids for somebody else's well being.

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