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Entry #83 - 27th of November – 819 A.S. - "Remorse"
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[22:34 SMT] Spent the rest of the day thinking about the future. Facing the fact that...[missing]...will not be there anymore after the 30th passed, I find myself unable to understand why I did this. However, this had to happen, sooner or later.

[Time stamp missing] Found myself lying on the floor. I have no bloody idea where I was. It took me ages to notice that I was far away from the room I...'rented'. Had nightmares too, as far as I can remember. I am having worries about...[missing]...But it will still happen. It's too important...

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Couldn't find the line of thoughts I had in the night. If it'll continue like that, things are gonna be as unplanned as possible. Gotta prevent that from happening and finally rip myself together to stand against it. It also seems it's all coming up now. Those things I tried to delay to happen until the...'job' was done. It's almost as if the changes kind of would let me burn in the hellfire for what I've done. Did I really create a beast? Or is it already there? I HAVE to get this under control. Otherwise it'll be for nothing. Notification interval set to one hour. I hope it helps.

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