Footsteps

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Entry #49 - 23rd of October – 819 A.S. - "Countdown"
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[7:33 SMT] The more time passes, the closer the feeling of sickness comes to me. It's as if it would be chasing me. There is still a reason to find for that stone the old man gave me, back in time. The big problem is, that there is no stone anymore. It's like it was hidden from me every time I tried to find it. Like a phantom never leaving it's stealth without caution. I am getting answers though. It's my head changing. Probably impossible to stop the process.

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[12:07 SMT] Had to lie down for a couple of hours again, that bad was it. It's not the first time, that I am suffering from that kind of headache. Had that way back in time, when I still had that...previous life, if it is worth to call it like that. There has always been those odd things others never could understand and yet I think they feel that something is off. Basically, it's getting only worse with the process and I can't tell how long it will last until the total collapse will occur. But the clock is ticking and I am not eager to wait until the clockwork has stopped working.

[13:54 SMT] Addendum: Another wave of pain. But this time stronger. The more I think about it, the worse it gets. As if exponentially growing it's hitting now way more often than before. Odd, I wonder if there is a pattern in this, since I've got the feeling to get closer to solve this, well, riddle.
Sidenote: Count up to the duration it lasts, then close eyes and count down again. Time passes without realizing.

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