A fast paced dream

[Lennox]

The new year had to start with bad news. Great. Were her thoughts as her fingers slid over the hull of the Onuris. Her current mindset was nothing but hard to manage, especially for herself. Others kept their distance from the constantly pale looking girl, who was refusing to eat or to look at anyone. The time in between the years were supposed to be happening at her parents' house. But the young woman didn't take that step forward. Desperately trying to find a reason to live and to give the big dream another try again, she eventually got back to flying.

Nothing but the flight through space could ever cheer her up that much. It had always been like that and it wasn't different this time. To forget about the events that were happening without her attention focused and eventually to accept them, she spent as much time as possible at the most favorite place for her. However, as soon as one foot had been taken back onto hard ground, she lost the grip again, thinking it was like a curse that was dooming her until the end of her life.

She set herself new goals. To prevent phases like that it was important to stay in space. And that would be what she'd be doing. Visiting all the places she didn't visit in space yet, completing her board computer with navigation data as much as possible, to spend time in space as much as possible. Not as if that hadn't been an hobby besides the earlier racing anyway...