Sarah Braun's double life

[Narcotic]

Neural Net Log - Sarah Simone Braun

Personal Entry:

Wednesday, the 27. February 820

Stuttgart, sweet home. I couldn't bring it over the heart to tell my parents the whole truth. And explained them that I just wanted to take some time off work. Nonetheless, they were rather worried, as if they heard of the bad news already, but didn't told me by courtesy. I felt awful when I finally sat in my old playroom, watching the family portrait. I wondered how my younger cousin, Niklas was doing. He was like a small brother for me, since my parents took care of him at an age of three years. Did he ever recover from his terrible past? I can't say it - I haven't even talked with him about it, and the last time I've seen him was like three years ago. Somehow it was predictable, that once I'll return home - all those locked feelings are going to be released. Of course I couldn't move back into my room, it wasn't exactly what I needed right now. Instead I've rented an apartment in the capital town, like I had one during my student life. Freedom. Again, old memories return. I've got to find a new occupation at all costs, and if it's of a temporary nature only. Otherwise I'll go nuts.