Of LAN parties and the price of Maturity.

[Madvillain]

I'm 25 now.
During puberty I did a lot of crazy stuff, I wanted to try everything out, because you think you are invincible at that age.
I slept through highschool because I was too busy partying at night.
I would get all the girls , because I was hanging around with older people and that was so cool and yada yada.

I remember when I was about 18 years old , I became the more responsible and ''mature'' guy in my friends group.
Whenever my friends went to a party and took 6 pills , I only took one.
Whenever my friends had a hangover the next day and called off work , I'd be the one still going to work.
I was the one cleaning the student house , taking care of the food , doing all that stuff.
When I came home from work and found my friends tripping out or drunk as fuck I'd be like ''yeah been there done that''.
Oh my oh my , I was so mature.

Now those friends have coupled up , happy joy , all you need is love.
Except for me , because I always chose to be more responsible and shit I missed out on a lot of special moments.
Being (or rather acting) mature led me to live a boring and hardly rewarding life (most of the time)

Because of my goody two shoes behavior I've missed the boat.
I ain't got no good advice regarding maturity.
Just regrets of my pursuit of it too early in life.

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