Death isn't the end

[Dimon]

II. I am dead

1.
“About 20 minutes after I ended my ‘last’ log, at last they came for me. I actually didn’t try to escape or fight with them. I knew that there wasn’t any chance to escape. One of them hit my head and I fainted.
When I was sleeping I heard voice, it sounded like an order
“...When...you...will...realize…,...do...it...”
After… I was shocked… I woke up and saw enormous light. I thought “Heaven…” but then I looked around and realized that I was not dead, I was in a cabin, looking at Omega 58’s Neutron Star. I was happy but not for long, all systems turned red. The ship’s hull was getting too much radiation damage so I got out as fast I could. On the way to Omega 7, I thought about those words; replaying again and again in my head while I slept. It wasn’t like a normal dream. I’m sure it’s something special. I probably have some mental problems. I successfully returned to Omega 7 and docked at Schwerin. What I’m looking for now is only some relaxation.”

~Feldwebel Karl Klein Battleship Schwerin Omega 7 system, Private log
– Last update: 19.11.820 00:48

2.
“The next day, High Command called me to New Berlin. I departed as fast as possible.
On Battleship Strausberg in New Berlin system, Command Officers held a conference with me. They were asking weird questions and at last demoted me to Inspektor for losing my ship and crew. I didn’t talk about my capture and dreams, in my report I wrote: “The ship was going down and I ordered all crew to abandon the vessel. Some did not obey my order, but I launched my Bergelmir. The crew died with ship.” similar lie, but I think the truth could kill me. I still think about why they let me go and where my crew was?... I tried to forget about that hellish day and just continue my Militarist career.”

~Inspektor Karl Klein Battleship Strausberg New Berlin system, Private log
– Last update: 21.11.820 11:24

2.5
“… One week passed well. All is normal, I was expecting something special, but a doctor checked my mentality. “All is fine maine herren”.
For this week, I was working out a plan to capture planet Houston in Texas. If royalists grabbed Leeds, why can’t we grab Houston?”

~Inspektor Karl Klein Battleship Westfalen Hamburg system, Private log
– Last update: 28.11.820 17:09

3.
“Another week passed, and what happened yesterday shocks me every time I remember it. I should finish my plan and recommend it at the Officers’ conference on cloaked Battleship Moselle somewhere in Braunschweig. That is the most important conference my kapitane said. All 30 years-old archives were stored for some period on Moselle. So, on a day when all MND officers should be there, High Command decided to hide the battleship.
There were two hours of High Command listening to officer’s propositions. After my presentation of “Operation: Letzte Licht” I was returned to my old rank, I am once again Feldwebel.
The smile was quickly wiped off my face though. In one of Moselle’s corridors, I saw one of the Tiger’s crew members. He was looking at me like he saw a ghost. What he is doing here? I already told the officers that everyone was dead. This was worse than I had imagined. He was following me, I didn’t see him but I felt it. When I got to my room, he was already there…
His words impressed me more than all what was going on two weeks ago.
“You! I know who you are! You aren’t human anymore. I saw how they put a seed inside you. Ask yourself how did I get here? You should know what I am here for!” – I just couldn’t say anything in answer. Only then I saw the dagger in his hand. “He going to kill me” I thought. And, from that moment I felt power and a voice in hand. The voice warned me of the danger.
Everything turned purple and I lost control of my body. But I still saw it all. He threw his dagger at me, but it stopped in midair, turned back, and hit him.
I felt like myself again. But I could still feel power. And the voice tried to tell me about an ally but I couldn’t understand it. It told me about the archives. I knew that if Moselle’s personal saw me I would be dead. But it didn’t stop me, and I found the archives. I used my personal Digital Computer to check for information. The voice talked about a year, 800 A.S.
And… I found the right chip, there was some information about some sort of infection. Aliens inside people, controlling them. I realized there was an alien inside of me!
The voice felt my aggressiveness and tried to show me something. I was in an unknown system, and I had never seen anything more beautiful. The voice gave me a chance to be myself, I understood I shouldn’t talk to anyone about it. I ran from the archive with the chip in my hand to my room and again fainted. Or maybe not, now I am not sure. The alien inside of me could control my body for few hours. How will it end? I thought about suicide, but the alien controlled my mind. It knows everything, I don’t know why it allowed me to write this...”

~Feldwebel Karl Klein Battleship Moselle Braunshweig system, Private log
– Last update: 06.12.820 04:22

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