Freya wanted to shout and curse at Sarah. Yet, she couldn't. Michael, knowing Freya's temper, quickly tried to calm her down, but that was not neccessary as Freya silently watched as Sarah left. She whispered:
"I... I don't know, Michael..."
Then suddenly she raised her voice.
"What the hell is wrong with me? Why can't I just keep it together? Verdammt noch mal! I'm weak and incompetent! Look at me shaking and stammering like an idiot."
She felt both sad and angry at the same time. She seemed to be dissapointed... by herself.