"Broken Life and Dragon"

[Gulryz]

On this patrol in Hokkaido system, Hajimi hear voice of a unknown ship which he can't see everything near by him was getting dark, after taking to that ship, that "Open mined person" Hajimi started searching for right path for him.

[11:22:54] Shinju: ?: "Kon'nichiwa!"
[11:23:32] Hajimi.Kurosawa: Kon'nichiwa
[11:23:36] Hajimi.Kurosawa: Who are you
[11:23:49] Shinju: ?: "Uh::"
[11:24:02] Hajimi.Kurosawa: Where are you
[11:24:09] Shinju: ?: "That's not the right path of your life"
[11:24:37] Hajimi.Kurosawa: *Hajimi was not seeing anything near by*
[11:24:50] Hajimi.Kurosawa: What is the right path
[11:25:16] Hajimi.Kurosawa: Which is the right path*He was confused*
[11:27:27] Hajimi.Kurosawa: *he was wondering where that voice gone*
[11:27:58] Shinju: ?: "We are closer and closer... Every death moves us near!"
[11:28:35] Hajimi.Kurosawa: Closer to what?
[11:28:55] Shinju: ?: "To my goal!"
[11:29:15] Hajimi.Kurosawa: Can you tell me your Goals
[11:29:24] Hajimi.Kurosawa: I am Hajimi
[11:29:42] Shinju: ?: "Names aren't important in this Universe"
[11:29:52] Hajimi.Kurosawa: i don't think so
[11:30:31] Hajimi.Kurosawa: This Universe is getting worse and worse
[11:30:35] Shinju: ?: "With our without your name... You will die... Names are irrelevant"
[11:31:11] Hajimi.Kurosawa: One day i know i will.... die...
[11:31:21] Hajimi.Kurosawa: but i wanna Die in Enlightened path
[11:31:29] Hajimi.Kurosawa: not here not like this.....
[11:31:47] Shinju: ?: "Enlightened path... Tell me more"
[11:33:13] Hajimi.Kurosawa: I was born in House of a Great highly repected Dragon. He cared about my needs, he trained me, he fought for me, but...
[11:33:28] Hajimi.Kurosawa: But for those we fight....... they betrayed us........
[11:33:48] Hajimi.Kurosawa: and that man who was use to be my father.......... was no longer........
[11:34:06] Hajimi.Kurosawa: that women that was my mother was killed in Hospital..........
[11:34:36] Hajimi.Kurosawa: that time i started seraching a Lightened path for me........
[11:34:55] Hajimi.Kurosawa: i don't wanna die like this........ i don't wanna die for no reason.....
[11:35:36] Hajimi.Kurosawa: it's over............
[11:35:40] Shinju: ?: "And? You still haven't explained.... What's that path of yours"
[11:36:07] Hajimi.Kurosawa: i have no path now............ That path i fought years for....... i work years for.............
[11:36:15] Hajimi.Kurosawa: is no longer.......
[11:36:21] Hajimi.Kurosawa: that was all lies
[11:36:48] Shinju: ?: "And what do you want from me?"
[11:37:30] Hajimi.Kurosawa: A new path.......... A new hope...... good then humans..... Human race is killing each other
[11:37:39] Hajimi.Kurosawa: they are greedy......
[11:37:45] Hajimi.Kurosawa: they killed their own people
[11:38:03] Hajimi.Kurosawa: their own brothers and sisters...........
[11:38:16] Hajimi.Kurosawa: i want a new path from you
[11:38:31] Hajimi.Kurosawa: A true...... Enlightened path......
[11:39:21] Shinju: ?: "And why do you think I'm the right one?"
[11:39:41] Hajimi.Kurosawa: My heart heared you voice............
[11:39:48] Hajimi.Kurosawa: my soul said that you can show me.................
[11:40:01] Hajimi.Kurosawa: the right path...........
[11:41:16] Shinju: ?: "Feelings are irrelevant as well"
[11:42:34] Hajimi.Kurosawa: But it's not feelings
[11:42:42]Hajimi.Kurosawa it's thoughts and hope for a new path.............
[11:43:19] Hajimi.Kurosawa: Feelings are dead long ago
[11:43:25] Shinju: ?: "You said this ~ My heart heard your voice ~ That's simple feeling"
[11:43:44] Hajimi.Kurosawa: my heart hear many things.........
[11:43:55] Hajimi.Kurosawa: it hears what is right
[11:44:30] Shinju: ?: "And that's feeling..."
[11:44:53] Hajimi.Kurosawa: those feelings are far away...........
[11:45:01] Hajimi.Kurosawa: those are different
[11:46:09] Shinju: ?: "Still feelings... You think it's not feeling... But it is"
[11:46:10] Hajimi.Kurosawa: i only get feelings, when my heart talks to the "Enlightened ones" ...........
[11:46:43] Hajimi.Kurosawa: I am confused......... that's why i am searching an 'Enlightened' path
[11:48:08] Shinju: ?: "Enlightened path isn't the way, how to become calmer"
[11:48:40] Hajimi.Kurosawa: Dragons are not calmer
[11:49:18] Hajimi.Kurosawa: when a Dragon is angry........ it tears everything
[11:49:38] Shinju: ?: "Right warrior should be calm..."
[11:50:07] Hajimi.Kurosawa: Dragons think first then attack
[11:50:14] Hajimi.Kurosawa: they are clam
[11:51:42] Shinju: ?: "I must say... Dragon's wrath is funny"
[11:52:06] Hajimi.Kurosawa: Those with more Wrath are funny
[11:52:52] Hajimi.Kurosawa: more and more Dragons are getting curropt
[11:53:13] Hajimi.Kurosawa: you didn't answered me..........
[11:53:44] Shinju: ?: "Dragons aren't corrupt... They are right"
[11:54:08] Hajimi.Kurosawa: not all of them
[11:56:01] Hajimi.Kurosawa: what about me.........
[11:56:06] Shinju: ?: "But still... Many of them are right"
[11:56:06] Hajimi.Kurosawa: my mother...........
[11:56:16] Hajimi.Kurosawa: my father...........
[11:56:23] Hajimi.Kurosawa: yeah many of them are
[11:56:47] Hajimi.Kurosawa: the mission on which my father got killed, we were told only 5 escort ships but when we get near.............
[11:57:05] Hajimi.Kurosawa: more then 20 ships were waiting for us there
[11:57:35] Shinju: ?: "Probably trap"
[11:57:39] Hajimi.Kurosawa: it was a Trap for us.....
[11:58:07] Hajimi.Kurosawa: and i know without the help of anyone of dragons........ it wasn't possible.........
[12:00:11] Shinju: ?: "You have to count more ships in case of trap"
[12:00:40] Hajimi.Kurosawa: i said it was a trap because...........
[12:00:57] Hajimi.Kurosawa: when we attack
[12:01:12] Hajimi.Kurosawa: 2 dozen more of KNF ships arrive
[12:01:19] Hajimi.Kurosawa: like they were wating for us
[12:02:15] Shinju: ?: "They probably were"
[12:02:36] Hajimi.Kurosawa: i saw my father dieing with my eyes................
[12:02:53] Hajimi.Kurosawa: his ship destroyed in front of me
[12:03:12] Shinju: ?: "Universe is dangerous"
[12:03:29] Hajimi.Kurosawa: i know....... but...........
[12:03:36] Hajimi.Kurosawa: we were betrayed
[12:04:53] Hajimi.Kurosawa: where are you
[12:05:06] Shinju: ?: "I'm far... far away"
[12:05:22] Hajimi.Kurosawa: can you take me far away...........
[12:05:53] Shinju: ?: "Uh? I can just watch you..."
[12:06:08] Shinju: ?: "One day you will find out if you are right or not"
[12:06:22] Hajimi.Kurosawa: i will wait for that day

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