She remains silent before sighing "I can't say sorry...Jess would have my head if I told anything about how I got mixed up or anything like that. Let me put it like this however.." she looks up at Geoff "I'm like a deadly sin of the Order..they can't get rid of me and they keep calling upon me to finish something they started, normally with extreme...'power'...actually I can say this..I didn't get mixed up into it by the Wilde, not even close..I kinda got....caught by a nomad Guardian...who stopped me and kinda gave me visions of enlightenment and all that stuff...my Wing commander Grey, the one you meet on the cruiser in Zeta got me out of it...by ramming torpedoes into my ship...I didn't get hurt but it woke me up and angered the beast itself..from there the Order, mostly Grey, sent me into Liberty to find a certain nomad gunship..this one apparently however had untold aggression and I was to find out more about it...I didn't found it, but that's when I got mixed up into the Outcasts, Joshua and all them...and after that." She took a deep breath and let it out slowly, closing her eyes before looking at Geoff.
"I had major anger problems; which mind you, are mostly gone now..but during all that, I had to hide, send messages to the Order and all that, and no one knew a thing till a Lance, those Outcast guys, somehow found me and another agent, and was cloaked with nomadic tech...it attacked us and we both ran as fast as we could, I went for Barrier station then for Kusari with the agent were Grey picked us up, I gave her the information and we were taken back to Mu, during that, the Lance found my old Freighter and apparently it was destroyed or did suicide or something like that...anyways back at 'home', that's where it all started, I was sent on minor missions till I was sent to the Legion to check up on them..ended up falling into line with them and in..a few weeks became the TFG's, or Task force gladius's intelligance's second in command but..then they fell apart and I returned home..." Looking away again
"From there, Grey made me stay in and around Omicron Mu, training, waiting, doing diplomatic stuff or going on patrols..strange things happened that I don't want to bring up..for now..but as it went, I ended up getting more eyes from the Order then just one..I felt like a test subject again.." What did she mean by again? "But then that's when things got ugly...Grey wanted me to be the best agent she ever had under her wing..I was, and anything that happened to me, emotion wise or pain wise, made her rather upset...in the end, I was forced from the Order, not..badly, Grey and Jess talked it over and got me out...I was in medical and Doc Holiday, bless the man's heart, saved me from death..." She would stand to show him, removing her jacket to show the massive, burned scar tissue that covered most of her chest and other parts of her body, after a bit, she sat back down and put the jacket back on "Barely escaped..lost the Lyoko but not the AI.."
Shaking her head "I can't say much else..some of it is to much of a haze to remember anyways..I struggle to even remember my parents at times, their name..what they looked like and all that...what about you, I remember some of your story but not all of it." looking at Geoff
