I'm In RP Limbo

[me_b_kevin]

as the title says i'm in RP limbo right now.

in an effort to RP with others (which i desperately want to do) i reached out and tried to co-write some stories. a few got started but then the writers mysteriously vanished. in the process of getting started with these co-written stories i allowed my imagination to run wild on the story line, during these times i'm sure you could see smoke coming from my head with all the activity going on :). once the stories fell to the waste side, the abrupt stop to all that activity put me into a funk and so it took a while to start back up again. hence why sometimes my Mon'Star stories seem to have long pauses between them.

so now i've got a few things going in my head.

1. a possible co-writing project
2. a possible RP event
3. a possible new ship

ok....

1. the possible co-write is on hold waiting the co-authors "set-up". he's busy and i understand that
2. the RP event i've been working on for over a month now has had it's ups and downs. currently i'm still waiting on whether the people that would need to participate are willing and able.
3. the ship is still an unknown. it could be included, it could under go another change or two, or any number of things could happen. the biggest concern is whether Igiss will include it or not.

all these things balancing on an edge, not knowing if each of them will fall to the side of failure or fall to the side of progression is keeping my brain in a state of looping limbo. i can't really start any new solo stuff because i want to put my all into writing for these others.

so i'm stuck, i just want to RP with Mon'Star, preferably with others and i keep running into obstacles.

the above situation has me frustrated. i hope it all made sense

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Mon'Star the Red- Rated "R" : http://discoverygc.com/forums/showthread.php?tid=3224
Aboard the Necrosis- Rated "E": http://discoverygc.com/forums/showthread.php?tid=3313