"Who said I am trying to prove myself? All I want is some dirt on my hands and listen to heavy music while working on ships." Ella took another sip and she acciently spilled some beer on her chest. "Aw, damnit." Ella leaned on the table and ignored it. "Try going smuggle smuggle here and you will end up dead. That is how the Order is." Ella took another sip of her beer and smjrked a bit.