Mind Corruption

[Lennox]

16th of March 819 A.S.: the Omicrons; problems
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03:00: A deep sigh can be heard. "Five days since last entry. Can't say I'm feeling like talking at all. It just starts to rain down on me more and more heavily. Despite telling myself that what happened can't be changed, I still accuse myself of my inability to do anything, manipulate an outcome even the slightest. Who am I? What am I fighting for and why. What would you do in this case, [RETRACTED]? I'm growing weaker by the day and don't know how to react..."

07:51: "Finally managed to get some sleep. Though, it was only a couple of hours, I feel sort of better now. Perhaps I'm just thinking too much? I should maybe spend more time with my colleagues, too. Get some fresh input from outside. For now, the patrol wing is waiting for me..." The recording abruptly ends.

19:02: "T'was a long day. But a good one nevertheless, despite the bad start I had. We talked a lot during our flight, mentioning how the situation was hard to cope with. Everyone agreed with me. These were hard times after all and here I thought I was the only one, alone. Regardless, the patrol turned out quiet. Nothing but a couple of Zoners in the other systems. Not sure if I like the silence, though..."

19:14: "Gonna go out with a couple of pilots tonight. Those that were with me when we did our rounds through the Omicrons. Perhaps things will get better from this, we'll see. Now, off I go!"