Remember Me?

[Kauket]

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ENTRY: Eidolon Lives

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DATE: 29|03|823 A.S

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It's been a while.

Well, not a bright way to start this off, but apparently I went into an episode, killing people, murdering slaves that I just rescued, eh... Hunt restraint me and forced me on my medication which I was declining, as I wished to adapt to my biology. I almost killed him apparently, heh, 'whoops'

But anyway. Eidolon's up and running, ERI has been learning a lot, and I've been letting both of the units handle the reports. Hunt has proven his affection for me, and my older mind is coming back into play. I'm scared of his safety, I tried to run away, but it only broke them further. This annoys me, and it's almost like he has a deathwish.


But, what a day we had yesterday. Hunt proposed to me, I denied him, and the day before that, we basically played Kusarian Whispers on the bridge with each other while trying to talk to Rossi of the Reapers. Of course, all actions have repurcussions. It's really evident that he wants a goal, something to look after, especially when he noted he wanted a family of his own, most likely because he has none.

I really feel like running away, I am already being a big distraction and a massive danger to his very existance - what with my reoccuring issues. But with my presence, I know that he wishes to be happy. Damn, and I promised myself not to do this either. Grr. It's just unfortunate that I had to bond, and rather quickly too, hrm. Oh well. I still have the assumption that this mind-link is making us bond at an alarmly quick rate, no matter who I'm with.

Though, one embarrasing thing I forgot was that I was supposed to work with John Silverstone, against Hunt. I simply cannot excuse myself from him, and even worse, he actually thinks that the Eidolon is going to be used with Hunt's work. However, while I was speaking him in Frankfurt, I had a little panic attack. This was due to the reason that I had a vision of being there, ages ago, communicating with specific people at a specific location. Sigma-13 Jump Hole. Of course, this made our conversation be... interrupted. Too bad.

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Social stuff aside, I perhaps should try to focus on the projects and plans that I had in mind.

Intercommunication Neural Interface - The datachips that act as a language converter for AI systems, allowing Nomads to control the 'pulses' on it like if it was a mind,

Neural Data Stream - Pretty simple, I tried this concept back in the Core. Take some Neural-bands, and make it record the mind. Though it's a matter of finding someone with the expertise to recode them, and probably even physically ammend the software. Everyone has heard of those weird "mind-art" stuff you can do with the bands, right? Why not use it to capture images from recording neural activity? But - naturally - that's the drawback. No sound.

Upgrade the AI Security onboard - Self-explanatory. I feel like I should attempt to re-design and see if the others down in engineering can have a shot at creating the technical blueprints. I should also see to ERIDIAN about possibly even creating more... hybridised... components.


Develop links - Bretonia is my home land, a land of joy - or at least for me anyway. I'm also considering of creating a neutral bridge between the VWA and the Buro, somehow, but, yet, that doesn't seem very possible. Or at least not much when Geof is around. Apparently he was trying his best to make Hunt leave Rheinland, heh. I should also look around to making myself look better in the eyes of the Order and the Blood Dragons, since, well - obviously, they're dedicated against the Nomads. Plus, I don't have any links in Kusari at the moment. Additionally, I could possibly look towards helping the GMG against the Cretin scum and Maltese dirtbags.

Well, I've already done some little stuff with the Reapers and a lot more with the Legion, so. Summoning it up:

Bretonia.
Blood Dragons
VWA
The Order
Gas Miners Guild
Reapers of Sirius

Also, Nestor came to say hello or threaten me, or whatever - today. So, I get to observe and hear their side of the way: why they hate Humanity so much. Though, I know they're just angry biological machines in essence, but, even machines can have faulty coding I guess? We'll see what she has to say.

But uh, we'll see.

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I still think I should have left Hunt for his own good... but... meh... I'd feel bad, and he'd be torn, as mentioned before. I don't know what to do. I can't do my... ideas in peace. I feel like his presence may get me into trouble, even though he's saved my hind a lot.

Alright.

Here we go. Plans. Go. Focus. Meditate. Let's see progress. I've been distracted for too long, push him out so I can push forward. I have to think about myself and for the better of others.