Remember Me?

[Kauket]

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ENTRY: Entry 4732

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DATE: 06|04|823 A.S

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No-no-no-no, illogical. What is my mind doing? Why do I keep swapping in attitudes?

Come on, get it together.

To focus on the matters at hand, me and McAllister started to find any remaining Auxesians to rebuild ourselves, though, during this process, Hunt discussed how merging our forces together would strengthen both of our people, he described to me how more efficient our forces would be if we did that, I argued about diplomacy, yet he mentioned we were similar in diplomacy and how it wouldn’t matter. In the end, he convinced me.

It’s going to take some time to re-organise our assets and to coordinate it.

Now, to more sociable scenarios, as per usual nowadays.

I finally got my injection to ‘release’ me, as painful as it was. It turned out that I had obtained tri of them anyway, huh. Kind of… scary.

Anyway. That’s done and over with.

I need to set up a ‘Plan B’ for Auxesia, should I ever fall or depart, for whatever reasons. Now, a simple solution would be, “oh, let the Curator take power, it’s their position” - no, unfortunately, this scenario isn’t as simple as that.

Hunt.

He’s the Curator. I still need to figure out how to teach him how to not rely on me ‘existing’ around him or in his life, he’s grown too attached to me. I am family in his eyes, due to his loneliness. I am literally 'everything' to him. Heh. Poor guy. I’m afraid he may end himself or cause harm, and he’ll never finish his projects.

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Speaking of trouble, Reena is finally grown up and is scared of losing her ‘individuality’ - as such, I feel like I need to ‘infest’ it with my energy, as I did with T, in hopes of disconnecting them from the mindshare. Maybe. Possibly.

This was interrupted by the Order though… Valkyrie came and tried to kill T. I had to scare them off with the Eidolon. Unfortunately, they managed to down Reena. It’s to no surprise that the Order were harassing the Reapers, it’s also most likely that they were trying to drive a wedge in between our alliance with the Reapers, “Oh, Auxesia are Nomad-Huggers!” - that type of typical behaviour. How ignorant of them.


I won’t be surprised if they manage to screw up our attempts at diplomacy with the Gas Miners and the Blood Dragons. Man. They really were terrible at keeping things under the carpet. I remember how I chased an Order vessel to Sigma-19. Pfffsch.

Speaking of T, when we visited Omicron Major - the Dyson Sphere, he reminded me of the past when we last visited with Chris, me and T… it… brought back memories. It feels painful, like if he was just thrown away, like trash. I want to make sure he’s alright. It really pains me to know I’m… suddenly with Hunt. Urgh. How do these connections even work? Why does it happen? I seriously had no interest in him. But now, over a short span of time, I do.

Being Human sure is silly.