Remember Me?

[Kauket]

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ENTRY: Entry 4743

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DATE: 09|05|823 A.S

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So much... has happened. Yet so much, I suffer.

The minishare has collapsed, the creature is dead, yet my brain still remains afflicted, the energy is still there, my brain is still modified. Without this connection, or this link, I feel... alone, cold, pain, hopelessness.

With Thalette going on, me and Hunt decided to run along experiment alongside it, to see if the legitimate bearer would carry on what trait we both posessed - modified brains. I also underwent an implantation, a neural interface that acts as a signal cord to the uplink, allowing me to remotely control the AI and interact with the automated systems. But this was not quite done, as I had to think more of the specifications. Initially, this would also be an augmentation, but... again... specifications.


But besides that, the Core went to war with the Zoners, and we worked day and night to ensure that our reputation was not twisted as the media had put us out to be, and then the damn Rheinlanders came in to assist the Core. This was before the minishare collapsing.

And thanks to Hunt, several days ago, he managed to hack some old datalog from my father, learning about my past and my parents. Apparently I was going to have brothers and sisters but they passed away, and I was the sole survivor. I didn't brave it to keep watching, as to why my mother is gone. That'll remain a mystery.

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Bah. The whole Core and Zoner incident had kicked off when me and Hunt wandered towards Omicron Mu in light of teasing the Order, and perhaps to speak with them. Their defences proved... not as strong as I expected it to be. Disappointing. I witness the Order with Five Osiris' and two Cruiser class vessels in persuit of us. They spouted over the systems comms, wishing our death, taunting us. I contacted a nearby Core vessel, who we managed to gather forces up with to repel the overwhelming Order forces. Nodtivet turned out to be there, heh...

They managed enough forces as we temporarily combined to fend off the large war group, which had seemingly decreased by the time we attacked, and utterly annihiliated them.

It was like being in the Core again. It felt great...

It felt like home... I admired Erik's tactical prowess but I broke off.

However, during the fight, a Zoner Nephilim had stupidly engaged the forces, which was a catalyst for the Core's aggression against the Freeport. Had that ship not attacked, then perhaps none of this would have happened.

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As a conclusion to my efforts, the mindlink collapsed, as mentioned earlier, still leaving that Nomadic energy in my mind, and of course, my modified brain.

I...


I came to the conclusion that I was beyond repair, that I... failed in my path... and that our goals are unachievable, that my purpose was pathetic, and that my mind was beyond repair, the coldness overwhelming.

Coming back to consciousness, I found myself in Hunt's arms, him tearing up. He's terrified, scared, obviously not to my suprise - he had saved me. The first thing I note upon my consciousness is the difficulty of breath and abnormal pain, my neck was fractured. I told him that I would try to stay around, but we'll see.



He noted that he had ideas in order to 'recreate' the connection, but I have severe doubts of it, but it may be possible. I don't know. He wanted to use the previous scans we had of our brains both when we used and didn't use the mindlink, and of the Labraid scan that we took when the creature was alive.


We went to the Omicrons to investigate this hopeless artifact hunt. Though, on our flight, a stop was made by the Freeport and took the opportunity to attempt diplomacy with an Order Overwatch Agent.

Jeremy Hunter.

He noticed my wheezing coughs and offered medical help. Me and Hunt accepted, assuming that we could potentionally develop help and maybe even learn about the Order, or find some help concerning the link.

Being escorted to a landing pad on Akabat, we were left to rest in our ships overnight.

After that, we were woken up and were escorted out of the landing area. We were taken to a medicial clinic on Akabat, in the city of Akhetaten. He noted that Giza and Akhetaten were the only Cities left of the Order, since their downfall.

Following through to the hospital, I could not help but feel fear, a bad memory, alongside with the fact I was in a hospital environment. Very unsettling. Being lead to a medical room, I was scanned and they noted the unusual brain activity through the X-Rays, along with my progeny and my two implants. They began to query me about the unknown energy in my brain, along with my implant and augmentations. I briefly told them as to how I got my neck injury, and with some scarce information about the brain 'modification'. Being in fear that they would have eliminated me in fear of infestation, I was on my guard throughout the entire time, getting ready to pounce should I require to fight. It was also noted that they said 'Another Aelita case'? They didn't clarify, and dismissed the fact when I called out that she was a Spectre.

To my fascination, Jeremy kept to his word of wishing to help preserve people. Interesting. My injury was healed with the aid of Nano technology, but it appears our trip came at a price. They're aware that Hunt is the Curator.

We were both escorted out to Omicron Zeta, from there on, me and Hunt ran back to the Eidolon, knowing that our position was compromised - and that the Order may send another strike squad at us. We moved the fleet to Koeln, sneaking through the Omegas to reach our destination.


And for now... I don't know. I'll try to rest, but I have doubts of succeeding due to this anomalous pain, even if this opportunity allows me to take an intermission from work. Ironically, there is still much to be done - despite the 'need' to have a break. Oh well...

*They sigh hopelessly into the recorder*