Remember Me?

[Kauket]

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ENTRY: Entry 4750

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DATE: 10|05|823 A.S

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Struggling and struggling. Hunt had an idea, but I have doubts of it. Some kind of machine that manipulates and tries to replicate the signals with Nomadic materials, using Liquid Cardamine as some kind of power source - or something. I don't know. All I know and feel is just pain. I'm trying my best, but I don't know if I can hold on for much longer. It's paining him as much as it pains me. Eh.

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DATE: 11|05|823 A.S


We flew over to Kansas, to set up this experiment, apparently he invited Hans and Doc Holliday too but I never saw them arrive. I hanged around in the Keepers chambers and he started to set up the test in there for some reason. I excused myself and began to... check up on others, just to see if everything is well. Popped in to say hello to Glass and to check up on Thalette, but as expected, everything is fine. Glass did pick up on my attitude and offered medical assistance to me, but I declined. He was disappointed and angered slightly that I wasn't taking care of my personal health, and that I shouldn't ''end up like him'' - Bah.

Either way, after talking with some of the crew, I crawled around in the secret ducts and raided the canteen for some chicken. I then proceeded to eavesdrop on Hunt, to see what he was up to.

He was erecting the machine, and I jumped out of the door to give him a spook. Which lead to him tripping over. Funny. So I carefully observed him for hours on end, setting it up, and he proceeded to test it out.. he... was flung backwards from the force of the energy coming from it. I told him to get a tester but he didn't listen. I lost myself, I went mad.

I carried him to med-bay, the signs noting that he was in a coma, his mind absent. I felt so much pain within one second, that all emotion is just purely drained. I tried and tried to resurrect him, I checked the machine and brought an artifact to... try something. Everything kept failing. I grabbed a cup of water to test his reactions. Flicked some... he twitched. Note, I was hanging upsided down on the ceiling as I did this. I just kind of gave up on hope and threw the cup at his dumb empty face, and somehow, he woke up.

I was thankful, I was scared. I thought he was gone. I hid from him that night, but he hunted me down. He wanted me to connect, I declined and kept trying to hide. On the other note, some Hellfire pilot called something Reeves, notably trying to flirt with me. I achieved nothing much with him. After that, I went to sleep in my dorms.

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DATE: 14|05|823 A.S


He convinced me to use that machine to join the mindlink, so I accepted. It. Hurt. A lot. I felt some kind of relief, but this connection feels... wrong... unnatural. Like a puzzle that's right but wrong.

I still feel darkness within me, but... I don't know. I feel ill. Nausea. Slowly building up. Nothing much is occuring but we'll see.

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DATE: 20|05|823 A.S

I've noticed that Hunt has been getting a little down lately, who knows? But we've spoke about how he has 'no friends' - which I find hard to believe, though he admits friendship to Hans and Holliday. Perhaps I should give him a slight shove when it comes to friend making.

Because of him being all stressed and down, most likely concerned for my illness, I gave him a day off to relax. I don't know what he got up to, besides reading that home economics book, as I was working most of the day. I'll have to think concerning what I can do to develop Hunt's relations with other people. Erich sounds like a uh... serious-fun man?

Or maybe not. Too serious. Oh well. I'm going to go resume munching on porn crackers. Prr-prrrrrr-owhun crackers. Puh-ow-uhn Crackers. Bah.

Pee - Arr - Ayy - Dubble-eu - Enn - Crackers.

Good enough.