A dissimilar Journal

[SeaFalcon]

Entry: . 002

Date: 01 06 823

User: .. Inge Wexler
Pass: .. ******

Subject: Life is strange

It’s weird when I read my previous entry as most of that has been made up but here I am, having written my cover story for Miri, the Leeds Refugee. Raven and Hunt had advised me to sign up for Auxesia with a cover identity. This would help me to keep my contacts in Rheinland as they couldn’t guarantee me that I would remain ‘lawful’ to them. I don’t want to get outlawed by Rheinland even when there is hardly anything to return to. I hardly have friends besides this Damian Heller, a Rheinland police officer who helped me get through some rough times. He however has been quiet for a while now.

Anyway, Rheinland. I was born and raised there. Finished college and went to flight school at the Republican academy. I passed and worked for them for two years. I just got my first apartment on New Berlin before I heard they would fire me and that this would be my last month with them. Budget cuts was the excuse they used. I don’t get it because they were already short on pilots and we had some hellish shifts out there. That doesn’t matter now, I hated them for just pushing me aside like that. I left Rheinland, bought me a ship of my own after getting rid of this Republican Eagle on the Black market. It was my first ever crime committed, one that actually had me panic and leave Rheinland, this leave had be end up being away from home for two years.

In these two years I have been making use of my time as a Freelancer. The money from the Eagle I used to get myself a Bayonet in which I spent most of my time. I took mainly escort jobs and sometimes a bounty job if I really needed the money. I’ve spent a lot of my time in Liberty and also met someone here, Norman O’Connor. He was a Freelancer too and we’ve worked together for quite some time, sharing jobs and in general just making life better for each other. Sadly all of that came to an end when he had his own life catching up on him. Enemies from his past showed up and bombed his house when he was there. I’ve not heard from him since but I have a sliver of hope that he’s still alive.

In the time I was with Norman I also met this guy named Noah Xonnel, another Freelancer who turned out be an undercover Order agent. We spent quite some time together and made some mistakes, this undermined out relationship and eventually had us break up in the most painful, a way I never could’ve imaged. He wasn’t completely human anymore as Cardamine had mutated him, it gave him an ability that he used to traumatize me with, an act that would make it impossible for us to ever be together. To this day I still have nightmares from it.

The weeks that followed were painful, I was alone. My boyfriend died or went missing and my best friend casted me out. I desperately tried to pick up the pieces and tried to get my focus on the future. This is where I decided to follow up on some friends. Friends I say but back then I didn’t feel too comfortable around them. I’m speaking of Joshua Hunt and Sapphire Raven. These two did help me through some rough times and Hunt offered me a place amongst their ranks. This is how I became Miri, the Leeds refugee.

As Miri I met Aiden and we’ve been together for quite some time and most of Miri’s story was actually the truth except for the part where I decided to leave him. I did leave but the reasoning behind it was a bit different. I lied to him about my origin as I’m not from Leeds, I’ve never even set foot on its surface. Luckily the neutral-net offered me a way out and it seemed to have been convincing enough to keep him around me.

When I learned about Stacker and his background, something snapped. I came to the realization that I couldn’t keep on lying to Aiden, he doesn’t deserve that. This is the reason I broke up with him the way I did. I feel like such a coward for not having dared to even approach him face to face. I made some loser message, telling him I didn’t have feelings anymore. This is where my stories merged.

I’m back on my own but at least I found my place within Auxesia. I am part of the family, at least that's how Hunt puts it.