A dissimilar Journal

[SeaFalcon]

Entry: . 005

Date: 14 06 823

User: .. Inge Wexler
Pass: .. ******

Subject: Accused

Where do we begin? I’ve been feeling pretty off ever since this party happened and I saw Noah. He had this nervous breakdown in front of us at the party just as I gave Raven my gift that I had bought for her birthday. He ruined the moment for me but it also bothered me to see him like that, it made me wonder if he was still as unstable as he used to be when we were together.

None of that really matters now as he seems to be eager on trying to ruin things for me even further. Now he managed to make my two best friends distrust me. He told Raven and Hunt that I’m supposedly an agent of Rheinland. Hunt questioned me about it and the situation was tense, for all I knew he was about to harm me as Noah had when he didn’t believe what I said. It felt as if he already made up his mind and whatever I would say wouldn’t matter. Luckily I was wrong about that and Hunt did have some common sense in him.

He got his answer though even when he forced me to tell it to him. I had to say that I trust him. Not that a forced answer like that can hold any truth. I was just trying to get out of it alive. I really do want to trust him but I don’t know what lies are being fed to him by Noah. Nor do I know how much he would really believe Noah’s words over mine. He did however admit that he doesn’t fully trust Noah but it could’ve also just been him trying to make me feel at ease. Would you listen to myself, I guess Noah also managed to make me distrust Hunt and Raven…

There is that then, now I feel even more on my own as before. My two best and only friends won’t trust me anymore and I’ll have to work even harder to not lose them if I haven’t already. It was at least good to hear that he did remember the things I’ve done so far for them and for Auxesia, so that didn’t go unnoticed. I just wonder what the future will bring and if Noah has more up on his sleeve.

I wonder about what comes next…