Mind Corruption

[Lennox]

15th of October 820 A.S.: Omegas; on the run
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11:11: "Been a couple of days since my last entry. Can't say that things've gotten any better. The investigations are still going on at Nine and they've skimmed through most of the sector trying to find traces of the one responsible. They probably gave word to other Freeports already as well, but luckily they don't have a picture of said person in question. That would make things even worse. Even though I've managed to slip onto Five with my almost bare Eagle, the radiation almost killed me due to the shield generators starting to get weaker. Thing is... I can't really visit any hospital either, so..." The person sighs heavily. "... I will once again have to resort to crime and steal the supplies I need. How low have I fallen, Kate? And why won't you help me..?"

13:41: "Laid out the plan for the 'raid'. Will only take what is required. If I mess things up, I might as well turn myself in. No witnesses and no killing. Think about what you've learned, what you're capable of. There won't be any need to kill whatsoever. So, don't. I'll personally make sure to hurt you, should it come to that. You hear me? You don't control me! I'm in control this time. See what you can do about it."

13:56: "Addendum to the last entry. I should seriously stop talking to myself like that. Makes me sound like I've got personality issues. In any case, everything's ready. It'll be a quick swoop, nothing fancy..."

15:31: "I've made my way back. Got what I needed. Damn, I felt as if I was going to collapse during my entry. Probably due to the exposure of radiation before... Luckily, I managed to push through. I think nobody saw me. And... thankfully, nobody died. No lives were lost to my hands today after... committing yet another lawless action. In addition, I feel a lot better now, thanks to the meds. Still... how long is it going to continue like this? Is there no way out of this vicious cycle? Me, becoming a criminal again, eh? Heh, that takes me way back... yet, I can't say those are happy memories at all. If anything, I will have to make a change. Soon..."

19:59: "Will be my last entry of the day. The meds are working just fine, and I managed to find a place to sleep, since the cockpit of my Eagle just isn't safe anymore. Five has its merits, after all. The population itself isn't very high, and there are parts of the station that were abandoned. I've sought refuge there, in hope to not be found out. Managed to get myself some food as well. And there's already the next thing I have to worry about... given that my cardamine supply is going to run out rather soon... and there are even less chances to get it around here, near Corsair space. Damn it... I have yet again pray that my luck hasn't run out yet... regardless of how pathetic it is to rely on that, I'm not given another choice."