The matron mother expressed this to me recently. The "loss" of the lightseeker isn't without celebration. Those of the light are now with the light and this should be seen as good. In time perhaps a more suitable matrix can form for those of the vessel... for now they are in the place where no shadows fall. Should they sleep for a thousand years or wake up tomorrow, all will be right again.
Speaking of shadows.. right around the corner in the kansas system there is a world mostly covered in ocean but contain many wetlands and jungles. I heard the tell tale signs of "old song" and found what seems to be living Daam Kvosh engineered lifeforms here.
These creatures are plant like but exhibit animal traits. The move and hunt and forage, some of them are even humanoid. my suspicions were correct when i was able to assimilate a genetic sample... My body changed again.. but i don't feel as much hunger... for the minds of humans as i used to.. Infact the predatory urges .. I felt before required that i distanced myself from many of you. I had hoped it would pass and it did.
Though I am still not stable. Sprouting daisies from one's forehead is perhaps too strange for me to return home yet. ... These riddles being given to me in these essences the old ones have left behind aren't like a treasure map. Indeed the last form sought out a specific "place" I found here.. closer to the shrine. So.. I've found these sprouts and seeds in this environment that never bloom or grow... they are shell like almost obsidian.. So I believe we are looking for a place in the surrounding systems where these black seeds will sprout.
It feels as if an extremely powerful sun would be needed to wake up what's within these. So let us concentrate our search in the systems between liberty and bretonia. Perhaps even in Omega's. That or a very specific set of environmental conditions... perhaps extreme heat or cold.. or both.. Im sorry its not much help im just going of of my feelings here.. my new impressions.
i will be leaving some of the seeds at the shrine. Take a few for your journeys.. test explore understand them. I feel we are on the right path.
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