Remember Me?

[Kauket]

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DATE: 02|10|823 A.S.

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He arrived on the 29th, 8th month. I was sedated, unaware of his arrival the night prior. A growth stimulant went wrong in the nanite repair system, acting as a catalyst for his development. Due to this, I was submitted to medical for a long time due to the extensive pain, but... that day feels so distant now.

All I can remember is Hans coming onboard, they assumed I lost my mind, thinking I was trapped within my past, trying to escape the chambers of the medical bay.

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So much has happened, it's truly a struggle to keep up. My mind is scarred, forcing me to medicate more and more often, I always feel screaming agony in the back of my mind. It's so... tiring. It's a worm that wishes to aggressively eat through my mind, then usurp my mental power to destroy everything else.

But action is like a drug to me. The hyperventilating feeling of pacing in to operation, exerting myself to pure bliss. Combat is my delectation, I can't help it - it's a part of me that can't go, but I know I must grow out of it.


She briefly consumes a small object, forcing it down reluctantly.


Gah, temporary measures. The solid intakes aren't as great to do, but these euphoriants suffice, especially when they kick in. It's a cheap way of self-control. I hate it. I really do regret leaving the Omicrons. The energy has been building up more and more.

But alas, returning to the matters, the study notes haven't been going so well. Though, a recent batch of fresh artifacts from the deep Omicrons finally arrived weeks ago, not to mention the ones we extorted. As for the tests, we still need a few test subjects... Or perhaps that 'Merc that is secured within the brig will like to volunteer. Hrrrrm.

We'll see about it.

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