Remember Me?

[Kauket]

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DATE: 08|10|823 A.S.

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I am mad, mad with lust, mad and hurt with passion of discovering knowledge. I feel the seperation between us, the link that binds us grows weary, stretched out like elastic. Loneliness cut finely like flaps of layers of plastic wrapped around me like a blanket of burning fur prodding me, a sensation of freezing viscous treacle dribbling inside me, going down to my organs. An icicle sprawls down my spine from my mind, spreading darkness like butter on cake. Argh, how do these blues cope with it? It feels so empty, so cold. The feeling is indescribable, too complex for mere words to portray.

I cannot help but speculate this is due to the natural environment of the Omicrons. Or perhaps I'm too close to their home? The Queen Bee's calling - they want more workers. Heh.



Azurite samples were procured for studying. Perhaps there is a secret to the conduction, or to the composition behind it. Or perhaps I could find a way to... harm it.

Although, lately, I've noticed some rather pesky Freelancers who have been too curious about the Nomads, getting targetted by them, stealing what is theirs, then whining about it. Idiots. Why do such a thing without preparing for the consequences? First, they trample around the Shrine, later finding one of their pilots unconscious in New York, now they're taking samples from the K'Hara generator

What a shame. Maybe I will have to put them down before stupidity ensures.


Lately, I've grown rather fond of the Gammuians, I find their ways to be beautiful. Money is irrelevant. It's all about progress and compensation. Prosperity through advancement. Disallowing emotions to get in the way of development. It feels right. I think ERI feels at home while we orbit Gammu... O-or probably not, since they've been seperated from the network. The Omicrons have been bright so far. Destruction of an Order Outpost. Finding an Order Commander who can use their brain, someone named Garth Saris, also being cheeky and lending him a hand against two Makos, heh.

I also met Jack Daniels, a very strong figure, previous Guildmaster of the Core. Although, he noted that Guildmaster Stoat may have been infested, which is fascinating. Either way, he and I see eye to eye on some subjects. I hope I get to talk with him more in the future.



The datalog of conversation is huge - but here we go.

As for me, well, it's back to testing. The energy in my mind is spiking up again. Work, work, and work. That's all there is. Progress.

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