Whoever seeks to fight monsters...

[Yukina]

"Why shoul that be a bad thing? Captain, it is a natural human reaction that, once you found a way to escape the heavy feelings past might cause for you, you will want to escape it as soon as you found a way to ease your suffering. When you fight you have to focus on what is going on in that instant moment, otherwise you might end up dead. In a... well alternative way of view you could say, if you fly you are meditating as well, hai? The only diffrence is that your focus lies not within your body but at your surroundings. Since there are ways of meditation which will lead to focus on what is going on around you as well we might be able to work with that." Dr Umeda looks him closely, keeping her voice soft and calming.

"Hai, you were a child and with that the things you were able to do were limited. Again it is natural that you feel troubled, that you might have not done enough, that it is your fault that your parents died. It is the complete opposite, I believe you were brave enough to safe the biggest treasure your parents had by then, and you are still cherishing it. Right now you might think diffrent, or that this is simply the soft-hearted talk of a woman or that this is not true. I am not asking you to accept my words in this moment. Just think a bit over them." She takes some sips of her tea, giving him the time and silence to think of her words.