Sombra, I have read all of your post and I feel compelled to speak my mind about it.
I am absolutely supportive of this unique roleplay you have put together and the character behind it. It is something very refreshing to see and it could be the base of a future FLhook plugin that actually allows us to salvage things by a /command, adding even more content into our community. (Alley, your skills are legendary and my prayers are already on their way now)
The effort and energy you have put into this are amazing and it is people like you who keep my hopes high and inspire me to find my own unique way of roleplay style.
You have also taken the time to explain in great detail the mechanics of your playstyle and your plans on how to improve them and really - that is more than anyone could ask for.
There will always be people not happy with your RP and that is perfectly fine - it happens in the real world too! But I want you to keep your head up high and play the game to your satisfaction. You already know how to take constructive feedback and you are perfectly aware of the impact your roleplay has, because the adjustments you are making now are a proof of that.
Play the game and don't take any of the toxic material to heart. I, personally, would like nothing more than to watch your in-game character progress. I'd be happy to RP with you any day.
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