Log of Lena Riemann

[Shelco]

"I did it...I actually did it...I got promoted. My effort finally worked out and it encourages me to work on myself even more. Frau Brigadegeneral already showed me some information about the Spezialoperationsabteilung, it looks like a lot of opportunities but also like a lot of work and with that an even rougher life than now, I don't know if I would be able to see Lukas often enough or if the job would occupy me all day, maybe I am not even strong or good enough to do it...I really need to think about that decision, it is not something to be decided on the minute of the offer, I don't want to disappoint the Brigadegeneral though, she probably has high hopes in me and the least I need is to shatter these thoughts....or maybe just imaginations...? I shouldn't be so rough on myself, a woman in the rank of an Oberleutnant in an Armee dominated by the toughest men in Rheinland...I am either tough or smart, I wish I was both though but I can't decide if I fit in any of these criteria. I will just look into it and see what to do...maybe an advice or two by SOA agents...let's see. Riemann out.

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