Log of Lena Riemann

[Shelco]

"Almost two months...I have been abroad for almost 2 months...it feels like it was forever, I didn't even realize how much I missed all the things here...everything, the work in the Armee, the crew on the Fenriswolf and especially Lukas. I've just heard that he was on tangier too, in the orbit, I hope he didn't get hurt...this event has been not only tough and tiring...it was also traumatizing in a way I didn't expect it to be, mainly because I didn't know what would happen.

She takes a deep breath

I don't know if it was the darkness or the brutality that was present on this surface but I know that I am not someone who fits in the Spezialoperationsabteilung, that is just something for people who are tougher than me. I also don't know how I should look on my rank in the Armee now, should an Oberleutnant not be able to take more? Maybe I am not supposed to have some kind of leading purpose, but on the other hand, I love Rheinland and I love the people of Rheinland and especially the Hessians, they are my family and having a leading role is a great honor for me. I am probably overreacting, everything went fine and I did my job, Anna should be satisfied with my actions, I hope so at least. Then there is this other issue that will probably never leave my head, the Jotunheim...I was told it is repairable, should I take the chance? it would be a lot of work but I am sure my people and the rest of the Hessians can do this. For now, I need to rest...and regain my energy."

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