A Memory Faded

[Spectre]

The report from her psych eval, as well as information she personally gave them, described her as more level headed than most of the crew aboard. In fact, her own notes on it stated that she'd felt it was her sole duty to attend to the needs of all of the crew, and even Hemlock in particular. Nothing in her profile, nor the records provided, showed that she had much issue in the past, and certainly nothing that caused her to do anything like this.
From outside the records, and due to both what Hemlock stated and how the two socialize with each other, it could be possible that she was just reeling from the backlash of Hemlock's situation. As her CO, friend and only real family on the ship, losing him would quite possibly ruin her life more than any gunshot could.
She continued to lie on the sofa, mumbling to herself.
"Please... just don't... I can't do this..."