The Angry Vampire Hessian Feedback thread

[Shelco]

If I could just fly outside of conn for one second without people complaining in some manner because they died and my RP wasn't "to their standards" all the time, it would be nice. Yes, I'm a veteran player, a faction leader. I don't treat people like ***** intentionally, I don't troll and harass people, I don't target individuals at all, I'm not some person trying to appease you or everyone's expectations at every moment, and I'm not going to do super hardcore/accurate/spot on/excellent2urstandards/amazing/somethingidgetoffto/annaheinrichteir/galliaisgayjoinmycirclejerk RP every time I log ingame on every character, I hate to burst your bubble, but EVERYONE does this in some way shape or form. If you don't believe me take a look at the whole Kapuski fiasco, surely that isnt serious coalition RP, do people complain? No, but when I do something slightly out of line to you, you feel the need to complain to me like it's the end of the world EVERY SINGLE TIME.

Have you ever considered that people complaining about you has actual meaning? Maybe even considered that YOU made a mistake? It's not about MY standard, it is about YOURS, you said it yourself, you are a veteran, a faction leader, a whatever, so please act like one, the whole point of my feedback was not to put you on a bad level but to tell you "You can do it better". I don't complain about the Kaputski stuff because I haven't been involved in any, we'll see how and IF that changes, even a meme group can deliver enjoyable roleplay, if that is so, I won't complain.

RP has many interpretations/forms, it comes down to the person doing it. Here's my interpretation: LOGICALLY when a TERRORIST sees a bunch of CIVILIANS in a HIGH POPULATED area, fighting amongst themselves and distracted, what would the person do? That's right, say nothing and bomb/shoot up the place, but here on this RP server we have to say poetic statements from the 1800's era to impress people like you and fufill what appears to be to people like you an "unspoken rule of discovery" because ***** me if RP can be interpreted or done in any way different than that. If you think my RP is garbage for RPing an insane lunatic terrorist woman about to shoot up a room full of civilians, well that's your opinion.

Xenos are not Isis. Xenos wouldn't shoot libertonians without reason. A Xeno shoots foreign ships, given that my char has a foreign name, it's okay that you engaged me. I don't want you to impress me with anything, I want to have an encounter with you where I am glad I had it after it is finished instead of rolling my eyes and wishing I would have avoided it. That is what many people think by the way, nobody dares to speak it out, though. And this sentence about "RP is an interpretation bla bla" Of course it is, there are, however, guidelines on how you have to RP, we call them lore and ID.

I don't love to get in anyone's face except ibers cus hes a hacking fisheyeing noob, in fact, I didn't even shoot YOU we picked separate targets, like iber said you both could've called for help from the 7548937205903827458903275980723458907328907548903275908237409 people sitting near manhattan.

"PvPwhore" is another term that's interpreted differently, and basically slapped on people for being good at the game on different occasions. When I first started and was RPing with Core/BAF and getting along with everyone, while being the best cap player on the server, people weren't calling me a pvpwhore. Now that I'm not getting along with everyone, and I've become proficient in all classes except bombers because they suck I'm suddenly being called a pvpwhore. Mind you the amount of people I kill now a days is far less than the people I actively hunted down back in the day. But now that people dislike me, I'm being called a pvpwhore.

Coincidence?

I'll never know if my RP ingame is ***** or not, because different people have different standards. Some people think Anna is ***** and Marie excellent, some people think all my characters are ***** ingame and on the forums. Some people don't, I'm not aiming to impress anyone, or live up to anyone's standards, I'm doing it for fun. Don't get yourself worked up over such a little thing, I've seen admins now pull stunts that by your definition are "LOL THIS IS POOR RP I CANNOT BEAR PLS PRESS REPORT COMPLAIN IN ALL THREAD I QUIT DISCOVERY!!!!!!!!!!!111111" and I've seen people that were called trolls do some RP that by your standards is amazing.

Then maybe it was iber, don't know, it was someone with Heimdalls or something, doesn't matter, you both engaged. I couldn't have asked for help, I was shot and the present people wouldn't have helped my char due to his reputation. Nobody calls you a pvpwhore (while being serious) because you are a good player, they do it because you are often enough being seen skipping potential interesting RP to quickly quickly getting to the shooting part. I'd kick everyone if they'd call you a pvpwhore if you do good and up-to-your-level RP before every encounter and also let a possibility come where you and a maybe not allied char don't have to shoot each other. You know that your ingame RP is utter garbage the moment everyone starts to split up as soon as they see you or generally don't enjoy playing along with your RP. Now I am not saying that is the case but just an example. You might do this all for fun but in a community you should know that there are people on the other screen who'se fun you might ruin with your shooting savvyness. And I am not getting myself worked up over such a little thing, it is something I have seen for a longer time now and something many people have agreed with me on or said the same, actually funny that nobody of them ever speaks it out here. If trolls do amazing RP I am fine with it, as said way above, RP is defined by the situation, my character doesn't know if a char or group in front of me is serious or not, maybe even I don't, therefore, the RP can be evry enjoyable. If the people are being called trolls but do such amazing RP they are either no trolls or just half cut trolls.

Thanks, I knew I should've just infected them all anyways.

That was funny and I actually had to laugh because I love such answers. But from what I have seen (not what it actually is) Even Marie has no real personality as I also only have seen her guns blazing at me with little RP so far, I am so open for you to prove me otherwise man you know that ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Anna recieves the most attention because there's so much unique about her, which in a way is cliche but not cliche at the same time. Most people try to RP their characters like gods, knowitalls, HARDCOREVETERANSUPERSTRONGCYBORGEX-INFECTEDVETERANPILOTANDWARSHIPCOMMANDER, characters that have become cliche but still get a LOT of attention. Anna is no goddess at everything, but because she's the first female Hessian leader/first leader figure I made/has a lot of elaborated traits that are well known, so she gets a lot of attention. All my characters are different in personalities and the way I fly them ingame ALL of them. Mary is no exception, she acted like the joker -a crazy lunatic about to shoot up an area full of innocent people-, I don't know how if there's a normal way to do that because its not an ordinary and normal thing.

Looking at my other characters, they aren't as "unique" compared to other people's characters, they have strengths (like most peoples), but they also have WEAKNESSES (which most people do not highlight at all). More importantly they aren't as active because I don't have the time to give them all an equal amount of attention. That's another reason why Anna has become so popular.

Can't say much about it as it is a self-statement but I agree to the most part *shrug* Anna's all fine and I like her existing.

Correction, Xenos are TERRORISTS that are also ultranationalists. They don't just kill foreigners and them alone, also, you wanted defining qualities, I'm RPing an insane lunatic but because I'm under the Xeno banner I have to be an ultranationalist that explains why I shoot only foreigners? By that logic, Anna Heinrich would have to explain why she'd kill civilians trespassing in Dresden or Omega-54, RHA aren't people that slaughter civilians at will all the time, they're revolutionaries, but no one would question me doing that ever right?

Calling Xenos outright terrorists is a bit odd in the first place as you could call any unlawful faction that but let's accept it as it is. Even if your character was a lunatic, which you could easily claim now despite it possibly not being true but I will just believe you now, she still has to somehow blend in the Xeno image in my opinion, if not, then is that not another proof that you use her and the Xeno ID for the sole reason to shoot? I mean okay, if she is a lunatic, fine, so be it, that makes her killing everyone easier, however, she is not a Xeno by ethnic decisions then and just a terrorist under the Xeno banner. Of course, civilians trespassing hessian space, especially 54 is a reason to shoot, don't know who would question that, Dresden eeeeh but that doesn't even matter, your faction, your rules.

No the majority of the server stays away from me because the way I do RP ingame (even on serious characters like anna mind you) "ruins"/interferes with their style of RP/is something different they hate, and it's one they disapprove of. They disapprove that I've actually played RHA like villains, they disapprove that their pobs owned by enemies of the RHA in the omegas got destroyed by the RHA, they disapproved of GRN being the mean villains of Sirius enforcing authority in situations that they are needed in, they disapprove of me not taking them seriously when they hold no authority in a situation they are somehow a part of. No one wonders anything, I get along with most of the people I fly with and against, the rest dislike me for the reasons stated. If you think an encounter with me will always end in a fight, well that's just your opinion, because that isn't true for the rest of the server.

But what is this style? Passing on unfitting comments that are borderline meme or trolling? Then you just agreed to what I said. I don't know what your "style" of RP is. RHA raiding PoB's in Rheinland makes sense, actually, RM not defending them is the real deal xD But come on, if you'd raid one in Theta or something, that's just nah. Of course you get along with most people you fly with, they support you. And judging by the feedback THOSE get I am not surprised, everyone has their circle of friends, that one is yours and you fly with them. If I fly with my closest friends now, is that a reason to say that those who I fly with are cool with me? Obviously not as it is normal. As soon as those who do not know you or hang out with you like you, then you know that your attitude MUST be quite okay.

Are we seriously going over this again. YES I have characters I've made to help factions on raids, like the Unioners, I recently made a unioner for helping the UN raid texas since they were getting pummeled constantly. Did anyone have an issue? No. Yea, my GC statement wasn't amazing, what would you have preferred? If I can get my time machine I can go back in time and change it to something to suit your needs.

Yeah I made jokes about it but the meaning of it was actually quite serious, I am not telling you what I have preferred, it doesn't matter and you should have known and probably even knew. It is nice that you help UN with their events and I don't have something against event chars but at least make their RP reasonable and something others can actually cope with. Why am I even telling you this, you know that.

Ironically, the only person NOT hating on you and giving you ***** 24/7 in all those chats right now is me. Ironically, the only person in those chats not always mentioning a wide variety of people they hate, is me. I hate a LOT less than the number of people that hate me. I can deal with it, regardless of if they gank me ingame or constantly piss at me in pm on skype. But when you come over into my feedback thread and take a dump on my image claiming you have the world backing because im not living up to your strict military daddy standards of RP like it's the end of the world, it's actually pretty infuriating. I've disliked a lot of peoples actions/RP/ingameplaystyles , do I dump on their images on the forums all the time because of it? No. I don't give people ***** on a daily basis, I don't make all ships into perfect "up to your standards" characters, I don't play this game to live up to your standards at all. I play to have fun, and if you don't like the way I play, deal with it. It's not something you have to be involved in, you're free to dock or runaway, I'm not holding you to any expectations at all.

Excuse me if some of this sounds sloppy, but I tend to get tired after sitting in place typing in a hot room to satisfy other people's rage against me.

I always found it sad that apparently so many people hate me but have no courage to add me on Skype or Discord to discuss it, I want to be good with as many people as I can and try to improve myself, behind the curtain gossip doesn't help. The fact that you are the only one not sh*tting on me is one of the reasons I defend you rightfully from time to time, there is some hate that you have unrightfully and I always try to punch it out of people's head then. "Hate" itself is never really justified anyways, some people that heavily dislike you though have their reasons but they don't have the courage to stand up here so I don't care right now. I am not taking any dump on your image you did that by yourself, if you think me pointing out your (imo) mistakes is shitting on your image then you can deal with feedback worse than you say. If I encounter someone of your knowledge basis I am very very allowed to expect something suitable of your experience, if you cannot deliver, the mistake is not with me for expecting you to deliver good, not even super high quality, RP. Yes, we all play to have fun, that is the purpose of videogames, if your way of having fun heavily destroys others fun though, maybe that way isn't quite correct. And I mean that not with killing others (only).

Anyways, I am not sh*tting on you but legitimately saying what bothers me and others who don't feel like speaking out. Don't take this as a personal attack.

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