It's Difficult To Remember...

[Laz]

Time passed, things didn't change. Soon it had ben several weeks bordering on two months that he had been stranded, only leaving the safety of his empty abyss every few days to steal some supplies from passing convoys elsewhere in the Omicrons. While he technically could leave and travel elsewhere he dared not leave the only place he had known, even when he leaves for supplies an overarching feeling of dread befell him. This place had become something he had known, and a something familiar provided a blissful sense of ignorance is if everything was okay.

Yet two months is a long time. It had been two months since Leere had contact with another being... another Human. He was left, betrayed by someone he loved, and this had an irreversible effect on him. Leere wasn't always the most... stable of individuals, he had many troubles in his life and they all had a bit of an effect on him, each one stacking on. Social situations troubled him, his control of anger always need plenty of work... and then there were his abandonment issues. Maren was the first, and she could very be the last; his trust for people had gone out the window.

As time passed his condition got noticeably worse. The paranoia become more prevalent, the panicking became more frequent and the loneliness became unbearable. Leere was deteriorating and becoming a corrupted and twisted image of his former self, which considering what he was like really shows how far over the edge he was being pushed.

It's ironic, if everyone knew what Leere had been through, some might understand him... perhaps even feel sorry for him. Sadly, though, no one will get that knowledge and no one will bestow their forgiveness upon him. Leere was alone remaining in his ship, his little sanctuary.

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