Diary of Florence Michaux

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I made Mi worried. Again. For the Roi's sake, why do I keep doing this? It is such a horrible gut feeling to have. It was just that I saw these two Brigands hanging around in Tau-29, Mi said that they were making a deal, she even warned me about risking too much, but I was so hot-headed and jumped in, even when a Privateer gunboat came and shot me. I felt so stupid afterward, I didn't get hurt but she must have felt horrible not being able to help I am sure... I almost couldn't get any sleep all night long because of this, it calmed me down a little, that she contacted me, though, that was nice from her. I should be more careful next time, or I might bring her in danger as well and this would be even more horrible, I couldn't forgive myself forever, I already have to value what we have so much, simply because it is possible in the first place, I mean, it is the greatest luck I have ever had, isn't it? Not really worth risking too much...

Today was a bit better, though, I even met the same GC gunboat in Tau-29, piloted by this woman named Aimi, a friend of Mi. I wish Mi would have been there so I could have talked to her, but apparently, she was asleep. Aimi seemed pretty annoyed by my presence alone, probably because she had to roll her eyes because of my stupid actions. I could very well imagine she doesn't even like me, Mi surely got into trouble for being together with me already, that causes problems, a lot of them. I don't have these problems, the Royal Navy doesn't know anything about this relationship and I hope they never will, unless it is guaranteed nothing will happen, but how realistic is that? We're talking about Gallia after all... Love shouldn't be kept by borders and factions, two people can always love, it is not important what they fight for, only the love counts, I really believe in this, Mi and I couldn't be more different, we still love each other, because we look over our differences and unite in our feelings towards each other.

-Florence

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Cher journal...

I made Mi worried. Again. For the Roi's sake, why do I keep doing this? It is such a horrible gut feeling to have. It was just that I saw these two Brigands hanging around in Tau-29, Mi said that they were making a deal, she even warned me about risking too much, but I was so hot-headed and jumped in, even when a Privateer gunboat came and shot me. I felt so stupid afterward, I didn't get hurt but she must have felt horrible not being able to help I am sure... I almost couldn't get any sleep all night long because of this, it calmed me down a little, that she contacted me, though, that was nice from her. I should be more careful next time, or I might bring her in danger as well and this would be even more horrible, I couldn't forgive myself forever, I already have to value what we have so much, simply because it is possible in the first place, I mean, it is the greatest luck I have ever had, isn't it? Not really worth risking too much...

Today was a bit better, though, I even met the same GC gunboat in Tau-29, piloted by this woman named Aimi, a friend of Mi. I wish Mi would have been there so I could have talked to her, but apparently, she was asleep. Aimi seemed pretty annoyed by my presence alone, probably because she had to roll her eyes because of my stupid actions. I could very well imagine she doesn't even like me, Mi surely got into trouble for being together with me already, that causes problems, a lot of them. I don't have these problems, the Royal Navy doesn't know anything about this relationship and I hope they never will, unless it is guaranteed nothing will happen, but how realistic is that? We're talking about Gallia after all... Love shouldn't be kept by borders and factions, two people can always love, it is not important what they fight for, only the love counts, I really believe in this, Mi and I couldn't be more different, we still love each other, because we look over our differences and unite in our feelings towards each other.

-Florence

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