To be or not to be?

[Apex]

Frankly I'm over this, it was originaly posted to better understand the harrassment I recieved after a rightfully percieved action.

The treatment I recieved via playing several characters and others justifications of the rules and RP towards me trying to do the same thing this individual was, led me to blindly beleive that even though it didnt feel right, that it was the proper way to act. Thus I did.

Haveing an already started, tagged, ID'd and equipped character, is much different then haveeing just started one and travelling to set it up, no matter how you look at it.

The XA docking issue, is dropped, the person was notified via PM, the snapshot isnt there anymore I exlained why, but I saw what I saw or what I thought i saw and because of that doubt and the fact the person wasnt doing me anyharm is why it was never sent to the violations forums, your belief or not doesnt effect me, ramble away. It was brought up not as a flame against the unit, but as a thought that it was that individual whom was persueing a chat route i said was over a couple times.

Theres never realy a fair shake here, too many friends with friends and ingame relations that can post here to make anyone look bad, skirt around the facts, or the server rules or the conduct of others that had you form your own opinion. I hear what you say and I know thees been more people then posters to this topic that have treated me differently. I'll try to use alittle more discretion in the future, but no promises and sorry for the ramblings, meds I have to take make me alittle wild at times, Good luck and God bless