I will just say that I have arrived to the conclusion that PVP is good and makes you feel better and relaxed over the day, but what sustains the life of the server is the RP in it.
Working on getting better at PVP can be tricky and painful sometimes. A waste of hours, learningship & meeting the wesker where you loose in less than some secs.
-Enjoy the PVP itself, doesnt matter if you loose or not, you will get better by loosing to the good PVP'ers. You will be good at the time you start enjoying the fight itself, not by getting frustrated for loosing over and over again.
Please stop the rage and start enjoying the mod, this game deserves more good fights and good logs .