The story of Ema Matsuda (//Personal Roleplay)

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I am Ema Matsuda.

I was sitting behind my desk. I felt the tears well up in my eyes . After Our last adventure, I found out just exactly how cruel people could be. How nasty and inconsiderate real humans actually were. I stared at a picture of a polar bear. A magnificent beast who would not hesitate to kill me but at least it would be quick. Not a overlong conspiracy of many years, just to be unleashed on me when I was at my weakest and darkest moment. When I needed my friends the most.

But there had been one tiny ray of light in this whole . I remembered fondly the day I discovered it. It was a tuesday morning I rememberanced. The memories surfaced before my mind's eye and took the most wonderful shapes. Before I well knew it, a single tear welled up in my eyes and trickled down my cheek.
Because even when all my 'friends' betrayed me there was one consistant factor in my life: Gas Miner Brad Plumb.

And I knew that the rising aspirations between them could never become true, the feelings I had for Gas Miner Brad Plumb were the only thing in this world that still felt true to him. No lies, just that single, pure sense and feeling for Gas Miner Brad Plumb.

Alas, I thought to meself hopelessly. Why must they battle? Why must I be destined to destroy Gas Miner Brad Plumb? Can I ever tell Gas Miner Brad Plumb how much Gas Miner Brad Plumb means to me?

If only I could. Then all my pain would be over. No more betrayal. No more suffering under the laughter from a bad person Akagawa Kuri (who told me he loved me, only to stab me right inti the heart at valentines day!). No, only Gas Miner Brad Plumb and my true feelings for Him.

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