Kalh. How about you stop crying for one goddamn second. As the leader who was present at the time when you were still in the faction maybe you should consider the following.
You left the faction in november or early decembe, after multiple arguements with almost the entire faction, including me. You also started your own little RP to further develop your SRP wich at the end would allow your SRP ship to leave liberty. Then you went silent for months. I also recall a conversation between your character and mine shortly after the O-sigma JH was placed into Alaska. If my memory is correct i ordered your char to stay at the JH and monitor 24/7 until further orders. This little in game RP aside. Shortly after that you vanished for almost 2 months. Best case scenario your character and the ship went AWOL. Wich during wartime is not the best thing to do. So stop pointing fingers at people how unnacaptable it is that they hurt your special RP with their actions and you did not see this one coming, when what they do is more than justified from their point of view.