With every word you reinforce what it is i'm trying to point out, and you are too blind to see it.
There is nothing I or the community can do for you.
This feeds back into what I said off the bat that you read what is written to you to reply, not to understand.
Your outright rejection of everything I have fed back to you is evidence of this.
It was not my intention to coax anything out of you, but to try and give you perspective on the way you come across to many people here. But alas, I think you're doomed to be angry at us for the rest of your time here, however long that may be.
And to quote the german philospher Friedrich Nietzsche, because clearly you enjoy the odd proverb:
"Many are stubborn in pursuit of the path they have chosen, few in pursuit of the goal"