Technocracy of Auxo - Feedback

[Enkidu]

I get where you're coming from. What I did was inexcusable. I'm not trying to excuse it, I made that clear in the above. I'm trying to frame the context behind some of the stuff I said so you can understand my thought process. To be clear, I do not agree with my own thought process there, so I'm not digging for sympathy; I myself don't sympathise with where I came from then. It wasn't a good place. It was toxic. It was dumb. I totally agree that you should think less of me after that.


That was the situation as I understood it. Context is not commiseration. I am not self-commiserating nor justifying the atrocious thing I threatened to do. I've had 50 billion in ships vandalised in december 2017; I know that feeling, and that's why I used that to get a reaction. Terrible misconduct, and I feel like a human fart for it.




To address your later point, let's make that clear:

I've left Auxesia chat twice before. First time was due to a personal difference between the two of us; I thought you haughty, crass, and beligerant, you thought I was self-indulgent, rude, and contrarian, We made up and talked the situation through, you invited me back in. That was in 2016. We have differences of personality but we've had a degree of rapport for years. Which is why I'm making this post in the feedback - this post makes me look as bad as I acted, in a public forum. I just don't want the feedback to be lost because we both feel screwed around. I feel like we've had rapport for a long time.


You told me to stop whilst I was getting shot at. The parties alternated. It makes sense for my character to shoot back. But it doesn't make any sense for who they're being shot at. The onus of the engagement is upon those that start the engagement not those being fired upon. We both know that.

Because standard RP, ID, and IFF observations wern't observed, it all went to hell. If I didn't like you, and I didn't do something infinitely worse than what the three of you did, I would have sanctioned Auxesia and the AI for the infraction. I didn't and won't, because, again, I like you, I want to RP with the AI again, I might want to RP with Auxesia again although I'm accepting that ship has left the shore by now.

I've got nothing but regret for that situation. But you need to "waste your time" by following your own RP MO. If that's all you get out of this, let it be that.


You also don't need to reply if you don't want to, Ven.

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