My nights are slipping slowly into chaos and there seems to be no end on how far my mind can wonder in the Darkness. I have Isolated myself willingly and the crew seem to not really notice as I already keep to myself. My studies and research into better defense weaponry has been time consuming. A good researcher must know when to put down the books and get some rest but I dream of a world where death and destruction rule. The weak are killed and only the strong survive. No amount of medicine has been able to help me get a good night sleep. I cant help but wonder if its Them giving me these dreams... I have fought them for so long, but even good men fall into darkness eventually. Its just a matter of time.
Jonathan Kalh
Captain of the Scarab|CV-Amenhotep
Just as the constant increase of entropy is the basic law of the universe, so it is the basic law of life to struggle against entropy. - V. Havel