The Dark Journal

[Nyctophilia]

Date -21.08.825 A.S.
Location - Nobeoka Platform
Log Author - "Nyctophilia"

Welp. I've just got a double confirmation to my nightmare being a cruel reality. A few days of being myself and now - They strike again! How coincidental...

Just a few hours ago I've met with that... Person... Katherine Pennybrooke. They seemed quite sane in the first place, even with that weird Naval Forces Pilot who claimed that there must be a permission to enter the warzone.. However, her tone changed to a more sublime when we departed to Sigmas. Like she had some kind of global plans.

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[20.08.2018 20:13:20] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: And you have no idea how much pain we can feel.
[20.08.2018 20:13:36] Nyctophilia: What?...
[20.08.2018 20:13:43] Nyctophilia: Are you... Talking about?
[20.08.2018 20:13:55] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: What part of what I said confuses you?
[20.08.2018 20:14:34] Nyctophilia: You said "I have no idea how much pain you feel".
[20.08.2018 20:14:48] Nyctophilia: What does it means?"
[20.08.2018 20:14:58] Nyctophilia: Why did you said it?
[20.08.2018 20:15:21] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: A single human can only experience individual suffering.
[20.08.2018 20:15:40] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: That is why we are so backward, that is why our development doesn't progress.
[20.08.2018 20:15:56] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: We cannot move past our focus on the individual.
[20.08.2018 20:16:02] Nyctophilia: And that's why the humanity fights itself?
[20.08.2018 20:16:10] Nyctophilia: Because of this struggle?
[20.08.2018 20:16:41] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Yes, it is. Our humanists, philanthropists may have an idea of what the common good is.
[20.08.2018 20:17:09] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: But it's hopeless against the near-universal tyranny of the masses.
[20.08.2018 20:17:47] Nyctophilia: That's a common tendency. The evil always overcomes the good.
[20.08.2018 20:18:24] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: It musn't be this way, though. We have been given the unique opportunity to learn from a species that-
[20.08.2018 20:18:28] RV-Pennybrooke: does not have this problem.
[20.08.2018 20:18:52] Nyctophilia: Are you talking about... -Them-?
[20.08.2018 20:19:18] RV-Pennybrooke: They have mastered society in a way that we are biologically incapable of.
[20.08.2018 20:19:35] Nyctophilia:  ...Who are you and why are you telling me this?
[20.08.2018 20:20:04] RV-Pennybrooke: I'm Katherine Pennybrooke, and I'm telling you this because you seem interested and I like talking to people.
[20.08.2018 20:20:11] Nyctophilia: I'm just a simple girl. From the dark corner of Liberty. Why is this all happening to me?
[20.08.2018 20:20:29] Death: PsychoOnFire suffered a self-inflicted catastrophic decompression.
[20.08.2018 20:20:41] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: It's happening to everybody. We have our chance, but few will ever realize it.
[20.08.2018 20:20:53] Nyctophilia: So you -know-?
[20.08.2018 20:21:31] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: If you're implying that I know the concept of boundless suffering and the possibility of ending it forever....
[20.08.2018 20:21:42] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: I work towards it every day of my life.
[20.08.2018 20:22:40] Nyctophilia: I wasn't asking for this question... However, that was interesting to hear.
[20.08.2018 20:23:09] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: I get the impression that you are not just the simple girl you mentioned before.
[20.08.2018 20:23:34] Nyctophilia: I am. I am just a stalker and I know how to utilize my skills correctly.
[20.08.2018 20:24:09] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: As am I, with the addition of having the great fortune of being born into a family of great means.
[20.08.2018 20:24:42] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Still, the important part is that we make the encounters we do and work with what they give us.
[20.08.2018 20:24:56] Nyctophilia: I also know my own weaknesses, fears, and I completely know myself. The only thing I don't know is what I want.
[20.08.2018 20:25:44] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: What I want is simple. To maximize pleasure and minimize suffering among my fellow people.
[20.08.2018 20:26:05] Nyctophilia: There are multiple ways to do so.
[20.08.2018 20:26:16] Nyctophilia: I assume your is not the worst one.

And there was also this... Strange Corvo. We had a "nice" chatter until Katherine went nutts. And I mean completely insane. Like she wasn't controlling herself.

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[20.08.2018 20:26:24] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Oh dang.
[20.08.2018 20:26:27] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Perhaps. Unfortunately- oh, good day.
[20.08.2018 20:26:32] Nyctophilia: Hiya!
[20.08.2018 20:26:36] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Uhm, hello there.
[20.08.2018 20:26:56] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Just, uh, got a lil' spooked there seeing two people by a jump hole.
[20.08.2018 20:26:59] Nyctophilia: What a weird name for a ship.
[20.08.2018 20:27:05] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: We were having a riveting conversation about the nature of humanism, would you care to join?
[20.08.2018 20:27:11] Nyctophilia: Yeah, enjoying a view of a star.
[20.08.2018 20:27:21] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: It's, uhm, Rheinland.
[20.08.2018 20:27:33] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Houses aren't real.
[20.08.2018 20:27:34] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Or rather Rheinlandian. And, uhm, I guess, sure.
[20.08.2018 20:27:42] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: It means glimmer of hope.
[20.08.2018 20:27:57] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: It was named this way by my beloved before he went away.
[20.08.2018 20:27:58] Nyctophilia: Oh real? Thanks for translating.
[20.08.2018 20:28:21] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: It was a gift from him. Sort of.
[20.08.2018 20:28:23] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: I'm sorry for your loss. It is a lovely ship name, though.
[20.08.2018 20:28:37] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: It is alright. He is happy.
[20.08.2018 20:29:01] Nyctophilia: The design is astonishing, however... What is with these... Things?
[20.08.2018 20:29:01] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: I- well. It doesn't matter now.
[20.08.2018 20:29:18] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: What is what? The tendrils?
[20.08.2018 20:29:34] Nyctophilia: Yeah.
[20.08.2018 20:29:35] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: I don't know what they are. I never was too smart.
[20.08.2018 20:29:58] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: It is a very attractive sight, that is for sure.
[20.08.2018 20:30:12] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: I never really understood it. Do you know?
[20.08.2018 20:30:16] Nyctophilia: Almost look like on these... Alien ships I saw in the Omicrons.
[20.08.2018 20:30:35] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Hmm, true, I guess.
[20.08.2018 20:30:56] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: I believe there is an evolutionary recognition of aesthetics for the beauty of the Nomad.
[20.08.2018 20:31:12] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: They are scary.
[20.08.2018 20:31:16] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Much as we have for sea creatures of a planetside environment.
[20.08.2018 20:31:31] Nyctophilia: Their shells do indeedly look beautiful, but... Behind that, hides a menasing nature of a predator.
[20.08.2018 20:31:46] Nyctophilia: Well... Depends on who you are.
[20.08.2018 20:31:48] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Uhm, my name is Th-Thallia, by the way.
[20.08.2018 20:31:49] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: They are scary, perhaps. But they represent our home.
[20.08.2018 20:32:03] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine Pennybrooke, it's a pleasure.
[20.08.2018 20:32:07] Nyctophilia: Nice to meet you, Thalia! Can call me Nycto.
[20.08.2018 20:32:19] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Oh, I g-guess I could've garnered that from the sh-ship name.
[20.08.2018 20:32:43] RV-Pennybrooke: Not terribly original, is it? I was younger at the time.
[20.08.2018 20:32:56] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: H-how much?
[20.08.2018 20:32:57] Nyctophilia: So it's a family ship?
[20.08.2018 20:33:31] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: A family ships of sorts; when we purchased this, I was flying with my brother primarily.
[20.08.2018 20:33:45] RV-Pennybrooke: Our interests diverged at some point.
[20.08.2018 20:33:53] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: I envy you for h-having a sibling.
[20.08.2018 20:34:31] Nyctophilia: Do I envy you for having a simbling AND to have an experience to fly with in space in a gunship.
[20.08.2018 20:34:34] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: *sighing* They're a lot of trouble too, you know. He's not only my brother, he's my twin.
[20.08.2018 20:34:50] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: And don't get me started on my little sister.
[20.08.2018 20:34:52] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: *The voice tentatively laughs.*
[20.08.2018 20:35:21] Nyctophilia: This is the only thing I've got to fly in years since I've got out of Liberty. Passed through alot of modifications since then.
[20.08.2018 20:35:25] Nyctophilia: And repairs.
[20.08.2018 20:35:34] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: S-sounds rough.
[20.08.2018 20:35:38] Nyctophilia: Yep.
[20.08.2018 20:35:43] Nyctophilia: Because. Liberty.
[20.08.2018 20:35:51] Nyctophilia: Independant worlds.
[20.08.2018 20:35:57] Nyctophilia: And everything else.
[20.08.2018 20:36:05] Nyctophilia: Sums up for itself.
[20.08.2018 20:36:12] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Thalia, was it? That's one of the muses, is it not?
[20.08.2018 20:36:39] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: I-is it? I never knew.
[20.08.2018 20:37:04] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: M-my mother probably didn't e-either. She gave me the name with t-two L.
[20.08.2018 20:37:59] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Huh. *the distinctly female voice seems as though she was busy for a moment.*
[20.08.2018 20:38:03] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: The muse of comedy, yes. You seem awfully uncertain of yourself to inspire people to comedy!
[20.08.2018 20:38:20] Nyctophilia: Not your everyday Corvo you can see in the edge worlds.
[20.08.2018 20:38:31] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: C-comedy and poetry?
[20.08.2018 20:38:45] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Have you tried your hands at it?
[20.08.2018 20:39:23] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Though I shouldn't say such things, you didn't choose your name and you aren't obliged to obligate its connotations.
[20.08.2018 20:39:33] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: N-no. *There is a hint of uncertainty in the voice.* I h-have t-trouble speaking.
[20.08.2018 20:40:09] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: I-it's something with my nerves. I just sp-speak faster and start stuttering.
[20.08.2018 20:40:17] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: I can hear that. But nobody ever got wiser from a relentless stream of words.
[20.08.2018 20:40:38] RV-Pennybrooke: You can be equally insightful with a few, slowly and carefully selected words.
[20.08.2018 20:41:13] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: I-it's just hard in pl- *She breaks off, taking a breath.*
[20.08.2018 20:41:42] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Take a breath dear, you're not on exam. Say as much or as little as you wish.
[20.08.2018 20:42:04] RV-Pennybrooke: Sometimes the best moments we can have are those in which we appreciate our surroundings in silence.
[20.08.2018 20:42:18] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Sorry, I just was still spooked b-by when I came here. *It takes audible effort but she speaks normally.*
[20.08.2018 20:42:38] Nyctophilia: Afraid of an ambush?
[20.08.2018 20:42:58] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Oh? N-no. I can always just hide.
[20.08.2018 20:43:20] Nyctophilia: Even so, your ship's equipment could have taken both of us down.
[20.08.2018 20:43:53] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: If you're trying to hide from the horrors of humanity, you've come to a place where you can at least-
[20.08.2018 20:43:54] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Th-these don't really work. Not without a second pilot.
[20.08.2018 20:43:57] RV-Pennybrooke: get some distance.
[20.08.2018 20:44:22] Nyctophilia: Wouldn't bet on that, pirates and even the Order are still a thing.
[20.08.2018 20:44:25] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Th-the targeting computer is really bad.
[20.08.2018 20:44:28] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: It doesn't matter, I'm not even carrying weapons, and Nycto here is not threatening you either.
[20.08.2018 20:45:17] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Y-yes, thank you.
[20.08.2018 20:45:29] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Uhm, I mean...
[20.08.2018 20:45:38] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: I appreciate it.
[20.08.2018 20:45:45] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: It is often in these remote regions that one can find solace.
[20.08.2018 20:46:03] RV-Pennybrooke: You are statistically far more likely to be attacked in the main tradelanes in Liberty than here.
[20.08.2018 20:46:23] Nyctophilia: Or in Omegas.
[20.08.2018 20:46:41] Nyctophilia: Especially closer to Bretonia, considering Corsairs and Hessians.
[20.08.2018 20:46:56] Nyctophilia: Here, in Sigmas?
[20.08.2018 20:47:09] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Out here, people have time, and listen. That may be anecdotal from my own experiences, but....
[20.08.2018 20:48:14] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: I-it might help that it takes h-hours to travel.
[20.08.2018 20:48:41] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Wh-why'd you stay here, though?
[20.08.2018 20:48:50] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: And it may take centuries for everything to right itself, but that doesn't matter in the moment.
[20.08.2018 20:48:50] Nyctophilia: Enjoying the view of the star.
[20.08.2018 20:49:02] Nyctophilia: And an occasional conversation.
[20.08.2018 20:49:39] Nyctophilia: You won't believe this, but a few minutes ago, we were escorted to this place by the Naval Forces pilot.
[20.08.2018 20:49:46] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Once the great renewal is complete, we can enjoy every moment as this one.
[20.08.2018 20:50:00] Nyctophilia: Under the claim that anyone who traverses the War Zone is to be escorted out or to be destroyed.
[20.08.2018 20:50:05] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: The N-navy likely wants to get you into s-safety.
[20.08.2018 20:50:12] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Or th-that.
[20.08.2018 20:50:19] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: They were polite but dutiful, much like the Rheinlanders I met earlier.
[20.08.2018 20:51:14] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: It is honestly very effective to simply be unarmed.
[20.08.2018 20:51:17] Nyctophilia: Didn't heard anything like that from all the previous officers in the area, so I think I better off to send a message to the
[20.08.2018 20:51:17] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: I g-guess they are just doing their thankless job.
[20.08.2018 20:51:21] Nyctophilia: Naval Forces themselves.
[20.08.2018 20:52:04] RV-Pennybrooke: When you lay yourself bare, you are at the same time exposing yourself and empowering yourself.
[20.08.2018 20:52:07] Nyctophilia: If you're flying a Snubcraft Vessel... With the only colletion of Designer Clothes in Sirius...
[20.08.2018 20:52:17] Nyctophilia: I would disagree.
[20.08.2018 20:52:18] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: It reminds me o-of wolves.
[20.08.2018 20:53:17] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Th-they do fight a lot, but they n-never kill each other. A-almost at least.
[20.08.2018 20:53:28] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: It is my hope that I can complete all I wish in my life without one shot, but it may be impossible.
[20.08.2018 20:53:39] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Wh-when one submits, it r-rolls around and exposes its th-throat, b-because that is the place where they b-bite pray.
[20.08.2018 20:54:11] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: They are b-basically saying 'I am a stupid moose, so you might a-as well kill me'. And the other s-says 'You a-are, but I might
[20.08.2018 20:54:17] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: need you t-to hunt'.
[20.08.2018 20:54:18] Nyctophilia: If you manage to stay pacifist until the very end of your life, I'd be surprised.
[20.08.2018 20:54:20] RV-Pennybrooke: And yet, are you not free in that moment that you expose yourself?
[20.08.2018 20:54:40] RV-Pennybrooke: They can choose to go for the kill, but almost nobody will.
[20.08.2018 20:55:19] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Despite all our flaws, there is an inherent recognition in the peaceful exchange that transcends all other human-
[20.08.2018 20:55:21] RV-Pennybrooke: boundaries.
[20.08.2018 20:55:52] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Of course there are crazy outliers, but I'm still alive after years of this.
[20.08.2018 20:57:06] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: I g-guess we are like w-wolves.
[20.08.2018 20:57:19] Nyctophilia: Humanity is indeed a pack of wolves.
[20.08.2018 20:57:30] Nyctophilia: However, when there will be no mooses.
[20.08.2018 20:57:35] Nyctophilia: There will be canibalism.
[20.08.2018 20:57:43] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: We are. We have a degree of savagery that we will never shake off, likely, based on our biology.
[20.08.2018 20:57:45] Nyctophilia: Oh, Crete.
[20.08.2018 20:58:18] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Until the great purge happens of course. After that, the serene calm of this will become the status quo.
[20.08.2018 20:58:35] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Th-that does not sound serene.
[20.08.2018 20:58:50] Nyctophilia: The... Great Purge?
[20.08.2018 20:59:10] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Oh, it will be. We will work on a true utopia.
[20.08.2018 20:59:31] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Yes, the great purge, that is why we must prepare.
[20.08.2018 21:00:02] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Pre-prepare how?
[20.08.2018 21:00:26] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: We must discard our old tribal ideas of race, class, sex, status.
[20.08.2018 21:00:43] RV-Pennybrooke: Only ideas, kindness, and love will matter.
[20.08.2018 21:00:52] Nyctophilia: To make the humanity... One?
[20.08.2018 21:01:17] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: In a sense, yes. Though I feel the concept is often misunderstood.
[20.08.2018 21:02:18] Nyctophilia: You... Begin to concern me.
[20.08.2018 21:02:25] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Most humans deeply fear the loss of individuality, even though that isn't at all what it means./concern*
[20.08.2018 21:03:15] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: I would say that it means the unleashing of humanity, without the bounds that have shackled us previously.
[20.08.2018 21:03:54] Nyctophilia: Why does your tone sounds so familiar?
[20.08.2018 21:04:05] Nyctophilia: Where did I heard it before?
[20.08.2018 21:04:29] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: The v-voice sounds no d-different.
[20.08.2018 21:04:58] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: *very concentrated* We will blow off the shackles of competition! All our efforts will be limited only by ourselves!
[20.08.2018 21:05:41] Nyctophilia: *She places the fingers of her right hand on the forehead* I heard this kind of tone before. Where and when?
[20.08.2018 21:05:59] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Our level of understanding of the world will skyrocket! We will be living on a new level of conciousness!
[20.08.2018 21:06:03] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: A-are we then not still d-different? Then people will s-still perform d-differently.
[20.08.2018 21:06:36] Nyctophilia: No. You're just going nutts.
[20.08.2018 21:06:56] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Of course we will be different! We will tackle our own desires in our own ways, but with no scorn or ostracism!
[20.08.2018 21:07:41] Nyctophilia: I respect all the efforts of the scientists... But believe me, overworking will not get your sanity on a good level.
[20.08.2018 21:07:56] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Th-that does sound c-cool.
[20.08.2018 21:08:04] RV-Pennybrooke: *her voice slightly shaking with excitement* We will be in a true, genuine utopia of reason, science and humanism!
[20.08.2018 21:08:16] Nyctophilia: Yeah yeah...
[20.08.2018 21:08:16] RV-Pennybrooke: The trinity of the enlightenment will come to fruition!
[20.08.2018 21:08:49] Nyctophilia: Seriously, I recommend you to take some rest.
[20.08.2018 21:09:00] RV-Pennybrooke: *quieting down somewhat* Of course, billions will die in the purge, but billions have already died.
[20.08.2018 21:09:08] RV-Pennybrooke: And it will be the last time.
[20.08.2018 21:09:13] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: O-oh goodness.
[20.08.2018 21:09:35] Nyctophilia: You are not oblidged to listen to my recommendations, but please. Your colleagues need your minds in a proper state.
[20.08.2018 21:10:29] RV-Pennybrooke: The funeral pyres we will make of those masses will be the lights that guide us to a new age!
[20.08.2018 21:11:11] Nyctophilia: Alright... That does not sounds pacefuly.
[20.08.2018 21:11:41] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: W-we should m-maybe move away from th-the jump hole?
[20.08.2018 21:11:50] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: There is no other way! We must commit all we can to submit, that is why I do this!
[20.08.2018 21:12:18] Nyctophilia: You submit to what?
[20.08.2018 21:12:20] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: But there will be countless people who will refuse to the end and will burn!
[20.08.2018 21:12:28] RV-Pennybrooke: That is why it is the great purge!
[20.08.2018 21:13:04] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: I-i think I'll just stay out here.
[20.08.2018 21:13:07] Nyctophilia: If you will say the only word, I won't have any doubts.
[20.08.2018 21:13:14] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: To submit to what? The unification with the Slomon K'hara!
[20.08.2018 21:13:32] RV-Pennybrooke: We may not have known it, but it was our goal ever since we arrived in the Sirius sector!
[20.08.2018 21:13:55] Nyctophilia: The what now?
[20.08.2018 21:14:05] Nyctophilia: Who are these?
[20.08.2018 21:14:16] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: S-sounds Gallic.
[20.08.2018 21:14:18] RV-Pennybrooke: The Nomads. The Natives. The ones who actually live here, before we drove them out.
[20.08.2018 21:14:25] Nyctophilia: The -Light-?!
[20.08.2018 21:14:49] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: They are the solution to all human suffering, and people can see it!
[20.08.2018 21:14:57] RV-Pennybrooke: Yet they still refuse to acknowledge it!
[20.08.2018 21:15:30] Nyctophilia: So you're telling me that the Light planned the Purge?!
[20.08.2018 21:15:58] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: They have always planned to strike back. They must!
[20.08.2018 21:16:23] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: They cannot simply stand by as their land is being taken over by the disease that is humanity!
[20.08.2018 21:16:42] Nyctophilia: You do realise that the first one to die will be -you-?
[20.08.2018 21:17:47] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: I have little hope that it will happen in my lifetime anyway.
[20.08.2018 21:18:21] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: But I play my part, small as it may be. And one day, perhaps, I will be the harbinger of the great purge.
[20.08.2018 21:18:23] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Th-this is why I try to stay away from th-things.
[20.08.2018 21:18:27] Nyctophilia: To die get killed by anyone else but them. I guess you call that mercy.
[20.08.2018 21:19:08] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: I will be at the spear that simultaneously kills and saves humanity.
[20.08.2018 21:19:32] Nyctophilia: Well, what a global idea.
[20.08.2018 21:19:45] Nyctophilia: To kill and to save the humanity at the same time.
[20.08.2018 21:20:01] Nyctophilia: And to be one of the ones doing so.
[20.08.2018 21:20:11] Nyctophilia: Reality is - you will be the first one to be cropped.
[20.08.2018 21:20:23] Nyctophilia: When time strikes.
[20.08.2018 21:20:34] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: *she laughs dryly* You have no idea. It has already begun.
[20.08.2018 21:21:01] Nyctophilia: I may have no idea, however, I do feel them.
[20.08.2018 21:21:10] Nyctophilia: They showed me.
[20.08.2018 21:21:12] RV-Pennybrooke: My ship shall fire the first nonexistent shot with its nonexistent guns, the silence that heralds the new age.
[20.08.2018 21:21:39] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Y-you said that already.
[20.08.2018 21:21:43] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Oh, believe me. They made me feel it too. Why do you think I became their herald.
[20.08.2018 21:22:29] Nyctophilia: Thing is - I did not decided to be the herald of destruction. To not be herald of anything.
[20.08.2018 21:22:39] Nyctophilia: They told me what the Light and Darkness is.
[20.08.2018 21:23:04] RV-Pennybrooke: I do not espouse destruction. I espouse betterment.
[20.08.2018 21:23:38] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Destruction may be a side effect, and one I deeply regret. But it is in no way our goal.
[20.08.2018 21:23:56] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: I-I guess you two are b-busy.
[20.08.2018 21:24:18] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: *Audibly being uncomfortable with the topic.*
[20.08.2018 21:24:31] Nyctophilia: We're just having a discussion on how things should be manifested.
[20.08.2018 21:24:33] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Do not be intimidated, Thallia! In the new world, your nervousness will cause you no hindrances!
[20.08.2018 21:25:03] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: N-no, I n-need to be somewhere... *She becomes quieter as she speaks, eventually being quiet.*

And after they've departed, we both discussed something on Nomads.

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[20.08.2018 21:25:20] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Hm. Seemed to be urgent.
[20.08.2018 21:25:47] Nyctophilia: I am more than certain that you've seen -them- for more than one time.
[20.08.2018 21:26:17] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: They have driven me to spend most of my time in the edge.
[20.08.2018 21:26:38] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: The madness of the houses has become increasingly unbearable to me.
[20.08.2018 21:26:53] Nyctophilia: Explains most of the things. Your attitude in particular.
[20.08.2018 21:27:30] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Well, you listened long enough for me to get to my rant, so clearly you showed some interest.
[20.08.2018 21:27:51] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Was it too much?
[20.08.2018 21:27:55] Nyctophilia: I am more concerned about -why- this is happening to me.
[20.08.2018 21:28:07] Nyctophilia: Not about itself.
[20.08.2018 21:28:24] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: There is nothing in particular that is happening to you. There are things happening to people.
[20.08.2018 21:28:31] RV-Pennybrooke: And you are one of them.
[20.08.2018 21:28:34] Nyctophilia: No.
[20.08.2018 21:28:54] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: You...aren't?
[20.08.2018 21:29:05] Nyctophilia: I doubt that any other sirian in my place would just stay here and listen to your rant.
[20.08.2018 21:29:15] Nyctophilia: They would just torpedo your ship.
[20.08.2018 21:29:19] Nyctophilia: To end your misery.
[20.08.2018 21:29:47] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: You would be surprised. There are many, many people that are searching for something.
[20.08.2018 21:30:04] Nyctophilia: I know that I'm not alone.
[20.08.2018 21:30:21] Nyctophilia: Still. Of all people, why me?
[20.08.2018 21:30:31] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: It may not be what they want to hear, but many people wish to hear something about their future regardless.
[20.08.2018 21:30:44] Nyctophilia: I keep asking this question ever since I got to see that... Thing in the Omicrons.
[20.08.2018 21:30:45] RV-Pennybrooke: Because you were interested.
[20.08.2018 21:30:59] Nyctophilia: I still don't know what happened, but... I think I saw a dream.
[20.08.2018 21:31:28] Nyctophilia: I literaly felt asleep in my ship infront of Toledo... And there was... An alien shaped human.
[20.08.2018 21:31:43] RV-Pennybrooke: It's very confusing at first. I still remember my first time "hearing" them.
[20.08.2018 21:32:01] Nyctophilia: So do I. It really sticks into your memory.
[20.08.2018 21:32:29] Nyctophilia: But it wasn't neither a man or a woman... Just a shape of a person. And a voice wasn't clear.
[20.08.2018 21:33:26] RV-Pennybrooke: Well, obviously it's quite hard for them to display a sort of human....personality that we'd recognize.
[20.08.2018 21:33:41] RV-Pennybrooke: So they have to improvise with their thought patterns.
[20.08.2018 21:34:03] Nyctophilia: I still don't know if it was a dream or... They did showed me themselves as I asked them to.
[20.08.2018 21:34:47] RV-Pennybrooke: They have a different way of approaching conciousness. They don't really have a boundary between dreams and communication.
[20.08.2018 21:34:56] Nyctophilia: So it wasn't...
[20.08.2018 21:35:42] RV-Pennybrooke: Maybe it was. Maybe they tried to show you something that would inspire you, or maybe it was something real they tried to tell you.
[20.08.2018 21:36:02] Nyctophilia: Maybe...
[20.08.2018 21:36:38] RV-Pennybrooke: It's not always easy to communicate with them, unless they....well, you know.
[20.08.2018 21:36:47] Nyctophilia: I don't.
[20.08.2018 21:37:10] Nyctophilia: This was the only time I ever got to meet an alien that did not shot me.
[20.08.2018 21:37:18] RV-Pennybrooke: Unless they are united with a human. Then they have the human's capacities.
[20.08.2018 21:37:30] Nyctophilia: Uhm?
[20.08.2018 21:37:37] Nyctophilia: Do they... Possess human bodies?
[20.08.2018 21:37:40] RV-Pennybrooke: Oh, I'm not an alien. I'm sorry if I may have been sending signals that implied that.
[20.08.2018 21:38:02] RV-Pennybrooke: I have absolutely nothing alien about me.
[20.08.2018 21:38:09] Nyctophilia: No, I'm not talking about you. It was -that- alien.
[20.08.2018 21:38:18] RV-Pennybrooke: Who?
[20.08.2018 21:39:14] Nyctophilia: They named themselves... I can't remember...
[20.08.2018 21:39:18] Nyctophilia: Marie... Melia...
[20.08.2018 21:39:22] Nyctophilia: Something like that...
[20.08.2018 21:39:42] RV-Pennybrooke: What, the pilot of that Corvo?
[20.08.2018 21:39:54] RV-Pennybrooke: Thallia?
[20.08.2018 21:39:58] Nyctophilia: Not Thallia.
[20.08.2018 21:40:49] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: What are you talking about? Who else did we meet?
[20.08.2018 21:40:54] Nyctophilia: We didn't.
[20.08.2018 21:41:08] Nyctophilia: I'm talking about the other alien I've met before you.
[20.08.2018 21:41:22] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Oh, of course.
[20.08.2018 21:42:01] RV-Pennybrooke: Tell me more about this encounter.
[20.08.2018 21:42:06] Nyctophilia: Not a human. The alien. That showed me themselves. Not the shell. The consciousness.
[20.08.2018 21:42:42] RV-Pennybrooke: Hm. And what did they show you?
[20.08.2018 21:43:07] Nyctophilia: Just a shape of a human body with some alien elements. And they've talked to me.
[20.08.2018 21:43:14] Nyctophilia: About... Themselves.
[20.08.2018 21:43:29] Nyctophilia: Who they are, what is the Light.
[20.08.2018 21:43:37] Nyctophilia: And how did the War started.
[20.08.2018 21:43:39] RV-Pennybrooke: That's intriguing.
[20.08.2018 21:44:19] RV-Pennybrooke: I always figured the war was quite simple, humanity encroached on their territory and hostility was set.
[20.08.2018 21:44:59] Nyctophilia: They've also told me about how they were defeated and that they are a part of the ones that passed through the hypergates.
[20.08.2018 21:45:03] Nyctophilia: The Vagrants.
[20.08.2018 21:45:30] Nyctophilia: And... Asking how it felt to be separated from the others was a wrong move.
[20.08.2018 21:45:46] Nyctophilia: Proved my point that they have feelings.
[20.08.2018 21:46:16] RV-Pennybrooke: "Vagrants"....yes, I've felt that personal description before.
[20.08.2018 21:46:46] RV-Pennybrooke: I was delivering.....er....stuff, to a place, and I was welcomed by on of theirs.
[20.08.2018 21:47:47] RV-Pennybrooke: It was peculiar that it didn't immediately recognize me, but if they were separated that would explain it.
[20.08.2018 21:48:10] Nyctophilia: You mentioned the Arch. I've actually never heard of it before, if you can share something on it to me, it would be appreciated
[20.08.2018 21:48:44] Nyctophilia: Actually, I heard only rumors.
[20.08.2018 21:49:00] Nyctophilia: The installation deep within Kusari under the rule of Tekagi.
[20.08.2018 21:49:06] RV-Pennybrooke: Well, it's a magnificient construction in a system that is now off limits by Kusari law.
[20.08.2018 21:49:41] RV-Pennybrooke: But that won't help you, you could learn that on a quick neural net search.
[20.08.2018 21:50:11] Nyctophilia: Or just by going there myself, with a cloaking device activated.
[20.08.2018 21:50:22] Nyctophilia: If only I knew where to go.
[20.08.2018 21:50:30] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: I am not sure what your motives are here, still, so it's hard for me to say too much.
[20.08.2018 21:50:39] Nyctophilia: Simple.
[20.08.2018 21:50:52] RV-Pennybrooke: But I think I can safely say that it is very important to 'them'.
[20.08.2018 21:51:22] Nyctophilia: Being a weirdo who stalks people. And also unravelling every mystery in this sector.
[20.08.2018 21:51:43] Nyctophilia: And by your words, the Arch smells like a huge mystery.
[20.08.2018 21:52:01] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Be careful following mysteries. You might just get caught up in them.
[20.08.2018 21:52:15] Nyctophilia: However, as they say, curiosity killed the cat.
[20.08.2018 21:53:15] RV-Pennybrooke: If you think you want to seek out that place, I won't and can't stop you.
[20.08.2018 21:53:24] Nyctophilia: I just might.
[20.08.2018 21:54:08] Nyctophilia: However, if it's off-limits and someone happens to recide at this thing, I better off to not disturb them.
[20.08.2018 21:54:49] Nyctophilia: Like that agent before.
[20.08.2018 21:55:03] RV-Pennybrooke: Yes, it is extraordinarily dangerous to approach. The KNF will turn you back, best case. Shoot you otherwise.
[20.08.2018 21:55:25] RV-Pennybrooke: And they will also turn you back best case, and more likely shoot you.
[20.08.2018 21:56:04] RV-Pennybrooke: I have built up trust over the years, but they do not exactly have tourist visas
[20.08.2018 21:56:32] Nyctophilia: Isn't the probability to get shot always higher?
[20.08.2018 21:56:38] Nyctophilia: No matter where you are?
[20.08.2018 21:57:30] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: You can get shot anywhere for almost any reason. That's why I carry no weapons, so at least there aren't any reasons
[20.08.2018 21:58:08] RV-Pennybrooke: I've found the natives to be much more tolerant of that than humanity.
[20.08.2018 21:58:53] Nyctophilia: Well, don't know about you, but I prefer to keep to my guns.
[20.08.2018 21:59:23] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: I don't need them. If I am truly in danger, I will call them and they will know.
[20.08.2018 21:59:37] Nyctophilia: Ever since there's a paramilitary organisation's leader calling me out for spying...
[20.08.2018 22:00:00] Nyctophilia: I only can dream about a peaceful life.
[20.08.2018 22:00:18] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: You are spying. Or at least, intelligence gathering. But that I am happy to oblige you with.
[20.08.2018 22:00:35] RV-Pennybrooke: I would very much hope that you will have gathered intelligence from this meeting.
[20.08.2018 22:05:23] Nyctophilia: That... Was weird.
[20.08.2018 22:05:33] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Slightly.
[20.08.2018 22:05:35] Nyctophilia: Love some Ion Interruption.
[20.08.2018 22:05:59] Nyctophilia: But what I was about to say - Yes, I am some sort of a spy.
[20.08.2018 22:06:07] Nyctophilia: In a sort.
[20.08.2018 22:06:41] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Who do you gather your intelligence for?
[20.08.2018 22:06:46] Nyctophilia: For myself.
[20.08.2018 22:06:49] Nyctophilia: And only.
[20.08.2018 22:07:20] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Now that is something that I deeply respect. I started my entire journey as an explorer.
[20.08.2018 22:08:30] Nyctophilia: Most people, as you can say, not in fond of that an get a little paranoid about it.
[20.08.2018 22:09:18] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: I endeavor to be as open as possible about as many things as possible.
[20.08.2018 22:09:20] Nyctophilia: To the extent when they start to shoot at Freeports to kill me.
[20.08.2018 22:09:42] RV-Pennybrooke: Of course, that isn't always possible. Seems you know a little about that.
[20.08.2018 22:10:03] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: But I want to be an open mouthpiece for my ideals.
[20.08.2018 22:10:09] Nyctophilia: Well, that I can approve, however, some may gain an advantage in your persona.
[20.08.2018 22:10:12] RV-Pennybrooke: There is nothing to be gained from silence.
[20.08.2018 22:10:42] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: I do wish to gain an advantage, that is my entire mission.
[20.08.2018 22:11:27] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: When I said I was a pacifist and a humanist, I was entirely serious. Those concepts mean everything to me.
[20.08.2018 22:11:32] Nyctophilia: No-no-no-no-no, you don't get it. I ment that some may abuse your openness as your weakness.
[20.08.2018 22:12:09] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: They will, and have. I've been shot at before.
[20.08.2018 22:12:26] Nyctophilia: Not just by shooting at you.
[20.08.2018 22:12:37] Nyctophilia: Far way more complicated things.
[20.08.2018 22:12:49] RV-Pennybrooke: Such as?
[20.08.2018 22:12:52] Nyctophilia: As manipulation.
[20.08.2018 22:14:10] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Manipulation works best in the absence of knowledge.
[20.08.2018 22:14:22] RV-Pennybrooke: Knowledge is the antidote to manipulation.
[20.08.2018 22:14:38] Nyctophilia: True.
[20.08.2018 22:15:27] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Manipulation is a core component of human psyche and the resulting oppression.
[20.08.2018 22:15:33] RV-Pennybrooke: But that, too, will end.
[20.08.2018 22:16:08] Nyctophilia: You know, one sometimes can't see a difference between help and manipulation.
[20.08.2018 22:16:24] RV-Pennybrooke: The only manipulation I will open myself up to is the challenging of perceived truths.
[20.08.2018 22:17:25] Nyctophilia: Irony is that sometime I think I'm my own manipulator.
[20.08.2018 22:17:53] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: You are, but that is based on the sum total of your experiences.
[20.08.2018 22:18:34] RV-Pennybrooke: I think you will one day let go those experiences, and open yourself to the infinity of progress.
[20.08.2018 22:19:09] Nyctophilia: Can't anticipate for this day to come.
[20.08.2018 22:19:25] Nyctophilia: But I have a strange feeling that this is inevitable.
[20.08.2018 22:19:34] Nyctophilia: Especialy after I met that Vagrant.
[20.08.2018 22:19:48] RV-Pennybrooke: The most difficult part to accept is that we are not necessarily the heroes.
[20.08.2018 22:20:02] Nyctophilia: Oh, I am not even a hero.
[20.08.2018 22:20:34] Nyctophilia: I am just a weird girl who hides in the shadows and stalks people.
[20.08.2018 22:20:41] 2018-08-20 22:20:43 SMT : RV-Pennybrooke is attempting to disconnect from the server
[20.08.2018 22:22:12] Nyctophilia: Seems like the Ion Storm is all over Sirius.
[20.08.2018 22:22:22] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Hm. Seems I may have encountered a malfunction like you did earlier.
[20.08.2018 22:23:02] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Anyhow, I believe it is important that we focus as strongly as we can on our own efforts.
[20.08.2018 22:23:17] Nyctophilia: That's why I'm here.
[20.08.2018 22:23:30] RV-Pennybrooke: While acknowledging that we only have minor parts to play in the grand scheme of things.
[20.08.2018 22:23:39] Nyctophilia: The Sigma warzone is an interesting place and you never know what happens here every day.
[20.08.2018 22:23:52] Nyctophilia: Today I've met you.
[20.08.2018 22:24:03] Nyctophilia: And who knows what happens tomorrow?
[20.08.2018 22:24:12] Nyctophilia: Maybe I'll meet the ones you've mentioned.
[20.08.2018 22:24:27] RV-Pennybrooke: Tomorrow everything will be better, statistically.
[20.08.2018 22:24:38] Nyctophilia: Or worse.
[20.08.2018 22:24:47] RV-Pennybrooke: Over a long period of time at least.
[20.08.2018 22:25:40] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: What's your name, companion?
[20.08.2018 22:25:59] RV-Pennybrooke: I'm sure it's not "Nycto".
[20.08.2018 22:26:14] Nyctophilia: I never tell my name to anyone. Literally, nobody knows it, but the callsign is Nyctophilia or Nycto.
[20.08.2018 22:26:56] RV-Pennybrooke: Perhaps you should. It's a primitive comfort, but something I think many people appreciate regardless.
[20.08.2018 22:27:16] Nyctophilia: It's for my own safety to not be known.
[20.08.2018 22:27:50] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: And you do seem very uncertain about your life. It may help you get a psychological anchor.
[20.08.2018 22:28:19] Nyctophilia: This uncertainty is my anchor.
[20.08.2018 22:28:37] Nyctophilia: This is what drives me forward.
[20.08.2018 22:28:55] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: That is...an interesting perspective on things.
[20.08.2018 22:29:21] RV-Pennybrooke: But I question how much this will actually help you to move forward.
[20.08.2018 22:29:32] RV-Pennybrooke: What do you consider to be your goals?
[20.08.2018 22:30:08] Nyctophilia: You never know what can be your goal. I never have an actual goal. I just fly around and talk to people.
[20.08.2018 22:30:20] Nyctophilia: Be it a nice conversation, like we have right now.
[20.08.2018 22:30:29] Nyctophilia: Or a nuke bombardement.
[20.08.2018 22:30:35] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: That was my own goal a few years ago as well.
[20.08.2018 22:31:49] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: But I believe it is worthwhile to invest in a.....grander idea of the future.
[20.08.2018 22:32:04] Nyctophilia: Not in my case. Not yet.
[20.08.2018 22:32:29] Nyctophilia: Whilist I respect your efforts and goals, I don't have any global ideas or dreams.
[20.08.2018 22:32:41] Nyctophilia: I'm on my own in my own world.
[20.08.2018 22:32:58] 2018-08-20 22:33:01 SMT : RV-Pennybrooke is attempting to disconnect from the server
[20.08.2018 22:35:03] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Hm, this is becoming a problem.
[20.08.2018 22:35:08] Nyctophilia: Yeah...
[20.08.2018 22:35:40] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: I want for you to simply remember what I said.
[20.08.2018 22:35:54] Nyctophilia: But, back on topic. If I had any global ideas, I'd run an independant detective agency.
[20.08.2018 22:36:00] Nyctophilia: And...
[20.08.2018 22:36:01] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: In case my communications fail permanently.

And then... This came. The reminiscent alien shape and voice. Keeps talking about my fears, concerns, aversions. My only weaknesses that always pull me behind.

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[20.08.2018 22:36:13] Nyctophilia: This...
[20.08.2018 22:36:17] Nyctophilia: Is something I remember...
[20.08.2018 22:36:22] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: We have a visitor.
[20.08.2018 22:36:38] Vagrant.Melia: *It has halted at range, observing the two craft.*
[20.08.2018 22:37:06] Nyctophilia: Why do I have a feeling that I saw it before?
[20.08.2018 22:37:53] Nyctophilia: You... Are approaching it just like... That?
[20.08.2018 22:37:58] Ping: 72ms (Max: 1000ms) Fluct: 4ms Loss: 9% (Max: 70%) Lag: 2% (Max: 100%)
[20.08.2018 22:38:19] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: *seemingly in trance* I am in service of the great unification. We shall be as one to the advancement of our species
[20.08.2018 22:39:35] Vagrant.Melia: " Enthusiasm. A number of paths cross once more."
[20.08.2018 22:39:56] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: All efforts shall be directed to prepare the great purge. I am the harbinger of your retribution.
[20.08.2018 22:40:02] Nyctophilia: And I definitely heard this voice...
[20.08.2018 22:40:49] Vagrant.Melia: "Perhaps the darkling is familiar because it has heard us."
[20.08.2018 22:41:15] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: They have, as have I.
[20.08.2018 22:41:48] Nyctophilia: You're that shape. From the dream.
[20.08.2018 22:42:16] Vagrant.Melia: "Amusement. Was it merely a dream?"
[20.08.2018 22:42:35] Nyctophilia: I still don't know if it was the reality or a dream.
[20.08.2018 22:42:46] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: *nervously, frantically* Don't talk about dreams!
[20.08.2018 22:43:20] Nyctophilia: Why is this happening to me?
[20.08.2018 22:43:22] Nyctophilia: Why me?
[20.08.2018 22:43:30] Nyctophilia: Could have been anyone else.
[20.08.2018 22:43:58] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Shhhhhut up! It's fine. Don't worry about it.
[20.08.2018 22:44:18] Vagrant.Melia: "You chose to assist the Sparkling Raiders. They choose to assist us. It is the natural progression."
[20.08.2018 22:45:26] Nyctophilia: Just because I helped them? And somehow it made a completely new path for me?
[20.08.2018 22:45:27] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: The Samarrans are friends, but I am not sure they have truly understood anything.
[20.08.2018 22:46:16] Nyctophilia: Somehow it led me to today's encounter with Pennybrooke. And now I meet with you.
[20.08.2018 22:46:24] Vagrant.Melia: "Such is our nature."
[20.08.2018 22:47:25] Nyctophilia:  ...I still don't understand. On one side, It's that simple.
[20.08.2018 22:47:32] Nyctophilia: But how can it be?
[20.08.2018 22:47:40] Nyctophilia: How is it even possible?
[20.08.2018 22:47:49] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: *slowly* I had...hoped to find you in this direction. But I wasn't sure, all this time.
[20.08.2018 22:48:21] Nyctophilia: How can you exist the way you do?
[20.08.2018 22:49:11] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: They have a taste, I think. They have a taste of everything.
[20.08.2018 22:50:28] RV-Pennybrooke: They have followed and are of open mind, that is why I lead them out.
[20.08.2018 22:51:16] Nyctophilia: It's just... That simple, but in the same time, I can't even imagine, how can they exist.
[20.08.2018 22:51:30] Nyctophilia: How did they survived with a such simplicity?
[20.08.2018 22:52:06] RV-Pennybrooke: They did, and they have the strength to do so.
[20.08.2018 22:52:11] Vagrant.Melia: " Our Creators designed us with an optimal form. Then we evolved."
[20.08.2018 22:52:35] Nyctophilia: I just... Helped one of their followers... And then - Boom! - One of their nodes suddenly does not opens fire on me.
[20.08.2018 22:52:43] Nyctophilia: More than that - it showes me itself.
[20.08.2018 22:53:08] RV-Pennybrooke: We are not in that stage yet. But we can be.
[20.08.2018 22:53:16] Nyctophilia: And it told me what is the Light, the Darkness, the War...
[20.08.2018 22:53:26] Nyctophilia: They showed me their emotions!
[20.08.2018 22:53:37] Nyctophilia: Feelings!
[20.08.2018 22:53:41] Nyctophilia: How?!
[20.08.2018 22:53:51] Nyctophilia: How can it be -that- simple?
[20.08.2018 22:54:04] Vagrant.Melia: "We were designed for perfection. To presume anything less is not a possibility."
[20.08.2018 22:55:02] Vagrant.Melia: "You darklings always apply unnecessary complexity to even the most simple of concepts."
[20.08.2018 22:55:11] Nyctophilia: Yes, we do.
[20.08.2018 22:55:40] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: It's our only hope. We are lost and reckless. Everything we touch, we break.
[20.08.2018 22:55:57] Nyctophilia: Do you see the war waging in the nearby system?
[20.08.2018 22:56:12] Nyctophilia: The result of one kind going way too far.
[20.08.2018 22:56:32] Vagrant.Melia: "Yours need guidance, but you do not even possess enough worth for that."
[20.08.2018 22:57:00] Vagrant.Melia: "Instead of harmony you seek separation. Instead of progress you seek destruction."
[20.08.2018 22:57:22] Nyctophilia: Do you think that humanity with it's tendency to self-distruct will be able to accept your guidance?
[20.08.2018 22:57:31] Nyctophilia: It would rather tear it appart.
[20.08.2018 22:57:37] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: *dreamily* Yes...the illusions are very strong. The illusion of separation.
[20.08.2018 22:57:45] Vagrant.Melia: "Most are not. We are content to let them destroy themselves."
[20.08.2018 22:57:45] Nyctophilia: And fight for it.
[20.08.2018 22:57:56] Vagrant.Melia: "The worthy minds may yet be preserved."
[20.08.2018 22:58:23] RV-Pennybrooke: The illusions of houses, classes, any other divide. It's meaningless.
[20.08.2018 22:58:57] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: We will purge the species of those hindrances!
[20.08.2018 22:59:17] Nyctophilia: Actually, fundamentaly, houses were devided by their racial and national designation.
[20.08.2018 22:59:47] RV-Pennybrooke: *angrily* That doesn't mean anything! Completely meaningless human semantics!
[20.08.2018 22:59:51] Nyctophilia: But. If you can make a kusarian speak rheinlandish - be my guest.
[20.08.2018 23:00:02] RV-Pennybrooke: Didn't you listen to anything I said?!
[20.08.2018 23:00:16] Vagrant.Melia: "There would be no need for different strands of darkness, if all were in the Light."
[20.08.2018 23:01:03] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: *suddenly a lot more relaxed* Yes, those distinctions will be obsolete.
[20.08.2018 23:01:11] Nyctophilia: You said the Worthy... How exactly you sort them out?...
[20.08.2018 23:01:42] Nyctophilia: These who serve you, I suppose.
[20.08.2018 23:02:49] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: It's a long and- nah, nevermind. Just feel.
[20.08.2018 23:02:52] Vagrant.Melia: "Such a quick presumption. It is more than that."
[20.08.2018 23:03:31] Vagrant.Melia: "If the Sparkling Raiders merely sought to serve us, our tolerance for them would have been exhausted swiftly."
[20.08.2018 23:03:50] Vagrant.Melia: "They seek to improve. That is what grants them worth."
[20.08.2018 23:04:25] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Every person can make a difference if they try. Even if you just talk to people and try to understand.
[20.08.2018 23:04:37] Nyctophilia: You know... If it wasn't for miss Pennybrooke here, I might have considered the outcome of this situation quite intriguing.
[20.08.2018 23:05:01] Nyctophilia: However... Her tone is a bit offputting for me. No offence.
[20.08.2018 23:05:51] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: You try concentrating when you're flooded with flashbacks of very, very bad old memories that you didn't even have!
[20.08.2018 23:06:55] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Alright. I am a sane individual in service of the great renewal.
[20.08.2018 23:06:59] Nyctophilia: And what do you exactly mean by my flashbacks?
[20.08.2018 23:07:57] RV-Pennybrooke: I am in control of all my feelings and actions. I am an agent of the coming new age.
[20.08.2018 23:08:42] Nyctophilia: I don't know what are you talking about, but the experience of interfacing with an alien entity was quite a pleasure.
[20.08.2018 23:08:53] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: I'm sorry, Nomad. Sometimes the mind stuff triggers stuff I'd rather not remember.
[20.08.2018 23:08:58] Nyctophilia: Even thought the aftermath, for the first time, wasn't.
[20.08.2018 23:09:32] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: All of my commitment still lies with the cause, though.
[20.08.2018 23:11:45] Vagrant.Melia: "Patience. Tranquility."
[20.08.2018 23:11:47] Nyctophilia: You know, lately, miss Pennybrooke was mentioning the Purge.
[20.08.2018 23:12:00] Nyctophilia: The Great Purge.
[20.08.2018 23:12:12] Nyctophilia: And she said that it's already began.
[20.08.2018 23:12:42] Nyctophilia: I'm quite intimidated to know what it is.
[20.08.2018 23:12:48] Nyctophilia: From the first hand.
[20.08.2018 23:12:54] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: I am patient and transquil. I a m p a t i e n t a n d t r a n q u i l
[20.08.2018 23:13:59] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: *snapping* What do you think it means? At some point the people that have a problem with it will have to be-
[20.08.2018 23:14:02] RV-Pennybrooke: gotten rid of.
[20.08.2018 23:14:33] RV-Pennybrooke: I mean....hopefully that's as few people as possible, but it will still be a lot.
[20.08.2018 23:14:44] Nyctophilia: Scales?
[20.08.2018 23:14:53] Nyctophilia: Let me say that for you. Global.
[20.08.2018 23:14:57] Nyctophilia: And total.
[20.08.2018 23:15:42] RV-Pennybrooke: That depends on our efforts. That's what I've been trying to say this whole time!
[20.08.2018 23:15:56] Nyctophilia: I doubt that something like that will happen on a scale of a planet. Or a system.
[20.08.2018 23:16:31] Nyctophilia: Why... are you so close?
[20.08.2018 23:17:23] Vagrant.Melia: "Why do you cling to your frail concern?"
[20.08.2018 23:17:36] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: I....don't really feel peace unless I'm close to them anymore, honestly.
[20.08.2018 23:18:09] RV-Pennybrooke: That's why I spend most of my time in the eastern Omicrons, at least then I know they're close.
[20.08.2018 23:18:37] Nyctophilia: I... Just... Don't mind me... I don't feel safe with a such big thing being close to me...
[20.08.2018 23:19:02] Nyctophilia: Knowing that if anything goes wrong, you might just blow me up.
[20.08.2018 23:19:22] Vagrant.Melia: "Yet we have not."
[20.08.2018 23:19:30] Nyctophilia: Yet.
[20.08.2018 23:19:38] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: No, you're thinking of humans. Humans are the ones that spontaneously blow you up.
[20.08.2018 23:20:11] RV-Pennybrooke: 'They' would never kill you without reason.
[20.08.2018 23:20:22] Nyctophilia: I'll be honest - I've never felt safe. And I doubt I will.
[20.08.2018 23:21:25] Nyctophilia: Not just close to this thing. I just never feel safe in general.
[20.08.2018 23:21:37] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Yes, I've noticed that.
[20.08.2018 23:22:17] Nyctophilia: Always keeping cautious.
[20.08.2018 23:22:38] Nyctophilia: The only thing that helped me to last this long.
[20.08.2018 23:23:15] RV-Pennybrooke: Well, when we are one with them, we will have this comfort, always.
[20.08.2018 23:23:31] Nyctophilia: For a breef moment - maybe.
[20.08.2018 23:24:07] RV-Pennybrooke: Like a million strong, big brothers that will protect you at any moment!
[20.08.2018 23:24:44] Nyctophilia: I prefer being alone, somewhere far, far away.
[20.08.2018 23:25:05] RV-Pennybrooke: Then go. Nobody is stopping you.
[20.08.2018 23:25:09] Nyctophilia: Being with the others makes me weaker.
[20.08.2018 23:25:14] RV-Pennybrooke: You're here on your own choice.
[20.08.2018 23:25:30] Vagrant.Melia: "Unity can only strengthen. Separation assures weakness."
[20.08.2018 23:25:57] RV-Pennybrooke: That is the greatest human illusion, that individualism is strength.
[20.08.2018 23:26:02] Vagrant.Melia: "If the darkling were one with the Light, it would not need to know such paranoid songs."
[20.08.2018 23:26:15] RV-Pennybrooke: Being together with others is strength.
[20.08.2018 23:26:19] Nyctophilia: Depends.
[20.08.2018 23:26:45] Nyctophilia: United Individuals are way more stronger than united dummies.
[20.08.2018 23:27:28] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: *seemingly confused* Well...yes, exactly.
[20.08.2018 23:27:36] Vagrant.Melia: "Amusement."
[20.08.2018 23:27:54] Nyctophilia: The ones that have potential, talant, and that they know how to utilize it. Once they unite, boy. How do you plan to stop that?
[20.08.2018 23:28:27] RV-Pennybrooke: It won't be stopped! We will have a golden era of incredible progress!
[20.08.2018 23:28:55] Vagrant.Melia: "Dark minds are most fickle."
[20.08.2018 23:29:01] Nyctophilia: There was a reason why I wanted to open the detective agency.
[20.08.2018 23:29:10] Nyctophilia: Detectives are the most talanted people.
[20.08.2018 23:29:20] Vagrant.Melia: "In their present state they can never achieve such a unity as the Light."
[20.08.2018 23:29:32] RV-Pennybrooke: Exploring the universe, advancing our very understanding of basic universal laws, in a context of love and harmony!
[20.08.2018 23:30:01] RV-Pennybrooke: We are simple fools now, but we truthfully yearn for this.
[20.08.2018 23:30:50] RV-Pennybrooke: Universal empathy will open our shackles!
[20.08.2018 23:31:17] Nyctophilia: Want to make everyone happy?
[20.08.2018 23:31:28] Nyctophilia: Literally?
[20.08.2018 23:31:28] RV-Pennybrooke: We will be bound no more to a neverending cycle of oppression and being oppressed, we will-Hm?
[20.08.2018 23:32:16] Nyctophilia: What I can evaluate from your words is that after "the purge" everyone will be happy.
[20.08.2018 23:32:38] Nyctophilia: Or after you plans succeed.
[20.08.2018 23:32:50] Vagrant.Melia: "Happiness wards away the harmful emotions."
[20.08.2018 23:33:07] RV-Pennybrooke: Yes, we will enter the next stage of our progression as a species.
[20.08.2018 23:33:15] RV-Pennybrooke: We cannot do that in our current state.
[20.08.2018 23:33:35] Nyctophilia: That's interesting. Another thing I've never felt in a long time is happiness.
[20.08.2018 23:33:57] Nyctophilia: I've felt it just when I got out of Liberty.
[20.08.2018 23:34:07] RV-Pennybrooke: I want for you to be happy! I want for everyone to be happy!
[20.08.2018 23:34:40] Nyctophilia: The real Freedom. Relieve. And happiness.
[20.08.2018 23:34:56] RV-Pennybrooke: I want the destruction of suffering. Its compete elimination.
[20.08.2018 23:34:58] Nyctophilia: That's what I felt when I bought this ship.
[20.08.2018 23:35:18] Nyctophilia: The destruction of suffering... Through suffering?
[20.08.2018 23:35:33] Vagrant.Melia: "You shroud yourself in fear, concern, reluctance. Such emotions must be abandoned."
[20.08.2018 23:35:53] Nyctophilia: You say it like it's too easy.
[20.08.2018 23:35:59] Vagrant.Melia: "They provide yours with nothing but harm."
[20.08.2018 23:36:01] Nyctophilia: I know it -is- easy for you.
[20.08.2018 23:36:13] Nyctophilia: But not for a simple human like me.
[20.08.2018 23:36:45] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: The universal desire for happiness is easy to understand. Everyone yearns for it.
[20.08.2018 23:37:22] Vagrant.Melia: " Then perhaps the darkling needs to become more."
[20.08.2018 23:37:47] RV-Pennybrooke: I am not sure they are ready. But I think they have an understanding.
[20.08.2018 23:37:54] Nyctophilia: I don't.
[20.08.2018 23:38:08] Nyctophilia: I don't understand how their society exists.
[20.08.2018 23:38:25] RV-Pennybrooke: You do, even if you feel a little bit confused all the time, I think you understand everything.
[20.08.2018 23:38:25] Nyctophilia: Neither am I ready to become "greater" myself.
[20.08.2018 23:40:01] Nyctophilia: But hey, isn't self-developlment one of the key goals in your own life?
[20.08.2018 23:40:09] RV-Pennybrooke: You are already great. Or you would not be here.
[20.08.2018 23:40:27] Vagrant.Melia: "Evolution is a natural occurrence. It is to be pursued."
[20.08.2018 23:41:34] Nyctophilia: If you offer me a chance to understand the philosphy of an alien race and to transgress humanity... Well.
[20.08.2018 23:42:30] Nyctophilia: I say it becomes more and more intriguing.
[20.08.2018 23:43:41] /time
[20.08.2018 23:43:41] 2018-08-20 23:43:44 SMT
[20.08.2018 23:44:09] Vagrant.Melia: "Such will take preparation. The time shall approach."
[20.08.2018 23:44:15] RV-Pennybrooke: Katherine: Yip
[20.08.2018 23:44:26] Nyctophilia: However, all in due time. The ion interferance is getting on my nerves.
[20.08.2018 23:44:43] Nyctophilia: And yes. I should get prepared.
[20.08.2018 23:45:02] Vagrant.Melia: "The Light shall prepare."
[20.08.2018 23:45:09] Nyctophilia: An appropriate dress must be chosen, that's for sure...
[20.08.2018 23:46:28] Nyctophilia: I think... You won't mind me leaving you two here to your shenanigans. Have to get this interferance off my ship.
[20.08.2018 23:47:26] Vagrant.Melia: "We shall await the next moment."

What exactly is going to happen next? I can't really tell. One can I say for sure - I'll either see it or partake in it.

N.